Leona once said to me "Sometimes I just feel like quitting, just storming off and not coming back and then you or Anita or someone will come up and say something to me, something stupid. And it'll make me feel better, even if only for a bit."
Yeah that's kind of how I'm feeling at work at the mo. I'm lucky. I have a lot of the "feeling better" moments. We're an odd little group upstairs. Me, Laura and Clare will just randomly start dancing on rtills in a line and stuff. That's whats keeping me there. You know. I know at this point theres not really that much point getting a different job for a couple of months, nowhere else is going to let me go away for five weeks. It's just fucking me off soooo much atm. Everyone is even the people I'm closest to. Blah.
I realise I prolly talk about work too much.
Not much going on otherwise.
Trying to decide wether to do my hair straight or curly Friday night. Prolly go for curly. Hmmmm, Yeah somewhere along the line I've become quite superficial......
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Somethings not right
I dunno it's prolly me being meish. I don't think I'vew been right since I came back. It seems so stupid. I sooo tired at the time but can't for the life of me get to sleep at a sensible hour. I can't wake up in the morning, I'm dead on my feet at work. I'm run down and I got a cold/cough at the moment, I nearly lost my voice on Saturday (much to kirstys amusement) I just don't have any motivation. I mean I'll sit and look at the blank screen for ages wanting to write in here or my Japan blog (which I know I still haven't updated, I've got 12 entried written down that need tl be typed up) and just kinda zone out. It's odd. I just don't feel completely right, myself. I don't like it.
I'll stop rambling now.
Work is normal.
Loving Take Thats new song... I know
Might go watch some CSI. Yes I know "CSI freak"
Greg <3
I'll stop rambling now.
Work is normal.
Loving Take Thats new song... I know
Might go watch some CSI. Yes I know "CSI freak"
Greg <3
Saturday, February 24, 2007
Cos you know I'll do it at some point
what color is your bra?
Blue and green
Do you straighten your hair everyday?
Most days
Do you worry about the size of your boobs?
Not teh size no
Whats your favorite girly magazine?
Do't realy do"girlie" mags
Would you kill for chocolate?
No
Jeans or skirts?
Jeans
Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that's uncomfortable?
Sometimes uncomfortable shoes
Did u ever take all day/night to get pretty for a guy?
Maybe
Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?
Yeah
Would you leave the house without makeup on?
Yeah
On a scale of 1-10, how fun is shopping?
Depends
Are you spoiled?
I don't think so- The guy whoinstalled my cable seemed to think I was, untill I explained that I was paying for it myself
Do you think lipgloss is the best?
No
Do you freak out if you miss your favorite show?
Not really no
Do you yell a lot?
No, I try not to anyways
How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
Depends o how early it is
Do you wear sweatpants/pajama pants to school/work?
No, have done though
Do accessories make the outfit; true or false:
Sometimes
do u like skater boys?
Depends
Is pink truly the best color in the entire universe?
No
Lip gloss a must?
Not really
Status?
Single
Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy?
Not really no
Do you often wish there was something you could change?
Yes
Gold or silver?
Silver, or white gold
Do you dress up too much for holidays?
No
Do you like wearing dresses?
No I haven't worn one for yeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaarrrssss, supposed to be wearing one for Clares Birthday ahhhhhhh
Do you write a lot of mushy love poems?
No
On a scale of 1-10, how much do guys confuse you?
prolly about a 9
What makeup could you not live w/ out?
Could live without all of it
What is your favorite type of victorias's secrets body spray?
Erm.....
What is your maximum amount that u will spend while out shopping at the mall?
As much as I want to basically
What is your favorite dessert?
Dunno
What does a girly night consist of?
Lots of alcohol.........
Blue and green
Do you straighten your hair everyday?
Most days
Do you worry about the size of your boobs?
Not teh size no
Whats your favorite girly magazine?
Do't realy do"girlie" mags
Would you kill for chocolate?
No
Jeans or skirts?
Jeans
Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that's uncomfortable?
Sometimes uncomfortable shoes
Did u ever take all day/night to get pretty for a guy?
Maybe
Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?
Yeah
Would you leave the house without makeup on?
Yeah
On a scale of 1-10, how fun is shopping?
Depends
Are you spoiled?
I don't think so- The guy whoinstalled my cable seemed to think I was, untill I explained that I was paying for it myself
Do you think lipgloss is the best?
No
Do you freak out if you miss your favorite show?
Not really no
Do you yell a lot?
No, I try not to anyways
How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
Depends o how early it is
Do you wear sweatpants/pajama pants to school/work?
No, have done though
Do accessories make the outfit; true or false:
Sometimes
do u like skater boys?
Depends
Is pink truly the best color in the entire universe?
No
Lip gloss a must?
Not really
Status?
Single
Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy?
Not really no
Do you often wish there was something you could change?
Yes
Gold or silver?
Silver, or white gold
Do you dress up too much for holidays?
No
Do you like wearing dresses?
No I haven't worn one for yeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaarrrssss, supposed to be wearing one for Clares Birthday ahhhhhhh
Do you write a lot of mushy love poems?
No
On a scale of 1-10, how much do guys confuse you?
prolly about a 9
What makeup could you not live w/ out?
Could live without all of it
What is your favorite type of victorias's secrets body spray?
Erm.....
What is your maximum amount that u will spend while out shopping at the mall?
As much as I want to basically
What is your favorite dessert?
Dunno
What does a girly night consist of?
Lots of alcohol.........
Shoooooooes
So as promised heres a pic of my shoes that I brought yesterday. The lead from my camera was by bthe computer.
Got a sore hroat and stuff today- and was getting very stressy with peoples cos they were just argh.
Blah.
Got a sore hroat and stuff today- and was getting very stressy with peoples cos they were just argh.
Blah.
Friday, February 23, 2007
Yeah so....
I brought some pink shoes today. I took a picture and stuff but I can't find the lead to connect my camera to the computer and unload it. I don't know where the fuck it is which is worrying cos I've got pics from Tuesday and shit that I need to upload. Blah....
Thursday, February 22, 2007
Irreplaceable.....
Well not quite....
Anita made me smile- told me that if I ever felt that she was "doing a Barbara" on me (putting me on a till all the time and getting someone else to run all the time) then I should tell her. I mean we both know that Laura can run and shit, and I know that I was kind of selfish and expected to just go back and it be all "normal" and shit- Well the same as it was before I left anyways- and I know it's kind of unfair on Laura. And I know that this is a pile of shit that prolly doesn't mean anything. But it made me smile. Made me feel wanted. I love working with Anita. Lol.
Need to go looking for a top for next Friday night. Needs to be pink or black. Should be a great night. :D And it's all for charity and everything which makes it even better.
Anita made me smile- told me that if I ever felt that she was "doing a Barbara" on me (putting me on a till all the time and getting someone else to run all the time) then I should tell her. I mean we both know that Laura can run and shit, and I know that I was kind of selfish and expected to just go back and it be all "normal" and shit- Well the same as it was before I left anyways- and I know it's kind of unfair on Laura. And I know that this is a pile of shit that prolly doesn't mean anything. But it made me smile. Made me feel wanted. I love working with Anita. Lol.
Need to go looking for a top for next Friday night. Needs to be pink or black. Should be a great night. :D And it's all for charity and everything which makes it even better.
Blah blah
Soooooo......
Went out Sasturday night. Ended up being ill. Went home early- yes I am a light weight now. Lol
Worked Monday for some bazare reason- Told Kirsty I would if I didn't work Friday/Sunday so.... It was quite cool actually. Me and kirsty are just amazing. Lol. She did tell me off when I did an "assisted shop/ went and had a skive with Pete. Hadn't seen him since before I went away so we were catching up.
Went for Indian on Tuesday- the one that was semi organised while I was away. It was a pretty good night really. We got through 4 bottles of wine and a bottle of non alcoholic wine between 6 of us- then went to Chicago Rock. Yar
Clare's coming to America- Heidi wants to as well, I really hope they do- we're not going to tell Lydia though- and suprise her when everyone gets there. We're going to meet up next week sometime and have a talk about it. So yes.
Next installment of the Japan blog should be up sometime over the weekend. Hopefully.
Went out Sasturday night. Ended up being ill. Went home early- yes I am a light weight now. Lol
Worked Monday for some bazare reason- Told Kirsty I would if I didn't work Friday/Sunday so.... It was quite cool actually. Me and kirsty are just amazing. Lol. She did tell me off when I did an "assisted shop/ went and had a skive with Pete. Hadn't seen him since before I went away so we were catching up.
Went for Indian on Tuesday- the one that was semi organised while I was away. It was a pretty good night really. We got through 4 bottles of wine and a bottle of non alcoholic wine between 6 of us- then went to Chicago Rock. Yar
Clare's coming to America- Heidi wants to as well, I really hope they do- we're not going to tell Lydia though- and suprise her when everyone gets there. We're going to meet up next week sometime and have a talk about it. So yes.
Next installment of the Japan blog should be up sometime over the weekend. Hopefully.
Friday, February 16, 2007
Check on it
Not alot has happened this week.
Frd died this week. :( He's been looking dodgy since I came back. His fins had disappeared and stuff. But yeah. So now George and the un-named fish are all alone....
ot my bonus for the year today- £364 which was great. You know the hours may actually have paid off a bit.
Didn't go out for a meal with Pete and Emma- Emma's ill or something...
Going out tomorrow night- Clare says I have to, and I have to get drunk... Cos she'll remember this time! She asked me on Monday what happened to me and Megan on Saturday and where we were all night. We were with her all night. Lol.
Blah.
Frd died this week. :( He's been looking dodgy since I came back. His fins had disappeared and stuff. But yeah. So now George and the un-named fish are all alone....
ot my bonus for the year today- £364 which was great. You know the hours may actually have paid off a bit.
Didn't go out for a meal with Pete and Emma- Emma's ill or something...
Going out tomorrow night- Clare says I have to, and I have to get drunk... Cos she'll remember this time! She asked me on Monday what happened to me and Megan on Saturday and where we were all night. We were with her all night. Lol.
Blah.
Sunday, February 11, 2007
Feels like I never left
I actually does. I've been back home and at work for less than a week and it feels like the 3 weeks I was away just aren't there. Like some sort of weird dream....
Went back to work on Thursday, dispite the fact that Adrian said he wanted me in at 5 on Tuesday. Hmm yeah not going to happen. It was wierd. All like hugs and sweets and hugging ans shit. :) Yes that makes me happy. Apparently I've been missed. Helen and Malachai have both told me that I'm not allowed to go away again. Lol Apparently I'm Malachais favourite runner, oh yes I feel special!
First thing Lindie asked me was when we were going to go out drinking- easy answer- after payday. Lol... Apparently alot of peoples are going out so.....
Wnt out to club Ice last night with Clare Sheena and Laura. Don't really like it there but they convincd me to go. Hmmm. Went in through players and some oldish guy points at me and goes "there she is. Theres my avourite!" And then he brought me a drink- Couldn't work out where he was from or anything. Didn't have a clue- till he said that I was the only one worth talking to in ASDA. Lol. So I'm guessing he's a customer. *shrugs* got a free drink so.....
Think me Pete and Emma (and possibly Heather and Jan) are going to go out for a meal on Friday night. I'm taking the night off cos they haven't done my contract yet and have worked all weekend this week so I'm not doing it next weekend *shurgs* Don't care I have plans now.
Might go watch some CSI. Think I like that program a bit too much. Think I'd make a good CSI *nods* Lol
Yeah think I'm just writing now for the sake of it now.......
Went back to work on Thursday, dispite the fact that Adrian said he wanted me in at 5 on Tuesday. Hmm yeah not going to happen. It was wierd. All like hugs and sweets and hugging ans shit. :) Yes that makes me happy. Apparently I've been missed. Helen and Malachai have both told me that I'm not allowed to go away again. Lol Apparently I'm Malachais favourite runner, oh yes I feel special!
First thing Lindie asked me was when we were going to go out drinking- easy answer- after payday. Lol... Apparently alot of peoples are going out so.....
Wnt out to club Ice last night with Clare Sheena and Laura. Don't really like it there but they convincd me to go. Hmmm. Went in through players and some oldish guy points at me and goes "there she is. Theres my avourite!" And then he brought me a drink- Couldn't work out where he was from or anything. Didn't have a clue- till he said that I was the only one worth talking to in ASDA. Lol. So I'm guessing he's a customer. *shrugs* got a free drink so.....
Think me Pete and Emma (and possibly Heather and Jan) are going to go out for a meal on Friday night. I'm taking the night off cos they haven't done my contract yet and have worked all weekend this week so I'm not doing it next weekend *shurgs* Don't care I have plans now.
Might go watch some CSI. Think I like that program a bit too much. Think I'd make a good CSI *nods* Lol
Yeah think I'm just writing now for the sake of it now.......
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
I'mmmm baccccckkkkkk
Yes I am back in the country and stupidly tired. Haven't had much sleep, tbh I'm quite suprised I'm still awake now. Anyhoo will blog and upload pics as soon as.....
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