Blah blah blah

Hmmm. *shrugs* I'm not really sure what to say.

I went shopping yeaterday with Clare and Lydia. I was a very good girl I only brought stuff that I actually needed. I brought a wash bag, gloves, bag and toothbrush case in H & M and thats it. Oh yes I am a good girl.

I did nothing last night apart from watching half of High School MMusical which isn't actually half bad suprisingly. Pete rang me to find out what day we're supposd to eb going out dispite tha fact I told him several times. But he's male and useless so what should I expect. Think me him and Emma are going and watching a movie and stuff so yeah don't know what nthough.

Work was ok today. It was actually quite busy. But blah. I might be able to drop Sundays though :) Trace is going OOH sooo theres no runner on a Friday night and Adrian wants to look at my hours and because Anita will kill me if I drop any other day I have to drop Sundays. It makes sense to me.

Cos i should have done it agaes ago...

Even thought itr's been a while since I've updated it really doesn't feel like much has happened really.

Last week was just manic. I was sooo tired by the end of it. I know it was my own fault and I should have done less. I know. I got to the poibnt where I was either going to shout at everyone or cry. On Saturday Lou and Nick sent me home. I mean actually told me that I had to go.

Christmas was alright. For some reason it didn't really feel like Christmas though.... I don't know why. I got CD's and DVD's and my perfume which I'm sure ASDA will be glad about cos I'm not going to be stealing the tester all the time :) And my backpack lol

Going shopping with Lydia and Clare in Bristol tomorrow. Though I can't really buy anything cos the chip doesn't work on my card :( so I need to find my cheque book and use cheques....

I need to get my hair done.... I want some colour put in it but I don't know what... I wanna get it done Tuesday so that I don't have to bother Tuesday night. We're going out for Lydia and Clare leaving thing... Karaoke night at Chicgo Rock. Anyone who want to come is more than welcome.

Japan in 2 weeks 4 days! lol

Gangster pics

I'll write about it later. Atm my laptop batteries about to run out and I can't be bothered to go and get the charger. Erm so there are more on my photobucket.

Hmm

Me and Heidi hi were talking yesterday. We had bag packers in from cadets and she was there and was like "is that Pete's brother?" and I'm like "maybe" Then she goes "you two are cousins aren't you?" wtf? "Erm no" "really? Are your mum and his not sisters?" "erm no" "oh".... Erm.... yeah, I don't know where she got that from.... And I hate to think what she thought of all the rumours about the two of us..... Incest!

On a similar note.... Lou asked me what was going on between me and Pete, I'm thinking the meal gave somme people the wrong idea..... Then Barbara asked me when me and Pete were going to get married.... :S

The perfect ending to a wonderful year....

Lol I'm listening to S Club- Perfect Christmas. Love that song.....

Todays been ok. Spent most o my time flitting. Went in kiosk for a bit. Haven't been out there for ages...

Pete is lending me a pink tie for Friday. Turns out he wasn't being ignorant. He just didn't get the text message.

Think I'm going around Lydias on Saturday to do soe planning.... Its just over a month till we go.

Talked to Ally earlier. Purposely put a pic of me and Pete as my display pic. Predictably first thing she did was ask who he was.... Love it. Lol.

Katy's back next week. Yay! Hopefully she can do lates :)

I've got a sore throat again... Hmmm....

Joooooooooo

looky

500

So the Christmas meal....

Pete actually picked me up early. I was just only ready when he called me to ask if he was out side my house. He wasn't though cos he's a pleb. Anyhoo he found me and I had to go stand out in the cold so that he coud find me.

Got there. We sat at a table and the table filled up.... Then I remembered that I should have saved seats for Lydia, Laura and Claire.... Oops. They ened up upstairs on what we ened up calling the twinkles and wrinkles table. Lol.

The food was alright. We all talked and laughed and bitched like we do..... Lou and Barb decided that they'd take some picture on their phones....... I managed to dodge most of them and then Barb was like "oh lets take a picture of the happy couple" and I was theree like "who?" And guess who it was.... Me an Pete. Yeah. Ok......

Secret santa.... i got a grow your own sex toy and a willy bath bomb. :)

We left quite early really. Pete was tired and grumpy so he wanted to go so yeah. I had to go too. Clare suggested that we stop in a layby on the way home..... erm no.

Anyhoo some piccies....






We're going out on Friday to babth for Lindies 18th birthday. We're doing "gangsters" Lol like you do. I got a hat today. It's quite cool it's like pin stripes and sequins... I need a pink tie..... I think Pete might have one.... Hopefully he'll text me back and let me know otherwise I'm going to have to buy one :(

The plan

The plan is....
Do nothing for a few hours
Get ready
Petes picking me up and giving me a lift
Eat
Get drunk whith claire
Go home
Sleep

Yep sounds like a plan.

For Jo

I know I said I'd do it yesterday but Photobucket is gay. So for Jo some piccies of my hair.....

......

Pee Wee and Emmy Ems miss me..... Aww... Lol.

Works been fine.

RAelaxing my hair tomorrow.

Meal on Monday. Nila's my secret Santa. I brought her a vibrator. Lol.

I've actually got the next couple of days off.

Got Friday off. We're going out for Lindies birthday.... We're supposed to be dressing up as something. I'm not sue what the theme is yet we haven't decided. Quite likeing the gangster idea though..... Not quite sure how I'm going to afford it though cos I'm completely skint. Blah......

End of year quiz

1. Overall, have you had a good year?
Yeah I suppose so....

2. What has been your biggest achievement?
Pass... Not getting sacked?

3. Did you take any exams, Pass?
Nope and therefore no by default

4. Have you had your birthday yet?
Yeah back in May.... was a pretty good one actually

5. Have you been on Holiday?
Yeah

6. Where (list and when)?
Disneyland Paris last month whoo

7. Have you bought anything expensive?
Erm... iPod, Laptop, Tickets to Japan and America...... Yeah it's been quite an expensive year....

8. Have you had a job?
Yep..... Kind of evolved.... I've gone from bogey to Anitas Bitch

9. Made any big decisions?
No I've become very good at avoiding them!

10. Lost a friend or loved one?
No

11. Met anyone amazing?
Yeah.... But then alot of people are amazing to me.....

12. Made new friends?
Yeah... Most notably Laura and Jo

13. Moved house?
No

14. Changed College?
No

15. Tried something new?
....Tequila? Nothing is really standing out.....

16. Been more happy or sad?
Happy..... I'm not allowed to be sad!

17. Made any enemies?
I hope not.....

18. What music will you remember from this year?
Loads.... Alot of great stuffs been around this year

19. What movies have you seen at the cinema this year?
Quite a few...
Pirates of The Caribbean 2
X Men 3
Hard Candy
Brick
Silent Hill
The Devil Wears Prada
Just Like Heaven
And a load more....

20. What was your best night out?
Erm Had a few great nights out... Weston was great.... The Xmas party was pretty good :)

21. What was your worst night out?
Erm..... can't think of one....

22. Best Day?
Erm..... Dunno.... Maybe the last day in Disney.....

23. Worst day?
Pass

24. Best month?
August was pretty good.....

25. Worst month?
Pass

26. Was summer a gooden'?
Yeah it was pretty good

27. Have you made better friends with anyone?
Yes.... Got to know quite a few people better :) Most notably Lydia, Pete and Emma.....

28. Lost any friends?
No......

29. How many people have you kissed in the year of 2006?
1

31. Did you have your heart broken?
No

32. Made any plans for next year?
Yes

33. How many hair colours have you had?
1 technically but my hair has kinda changed colour if that makes any sense...

34. Got pierced?
Nope

35. Got inked?
Not yet.....

36. Changed your image?
Not really

37. Missed anyone?
Yeah

38. Enjoying this survey?a
Yeah it's been ok

39. Know what you want in the future?
No....

40. Regret anything?
No

.......

Blah blah blah blah. Meh. Hmm. Erm....

Yeah.... I dunno what I wan to say really. Today has been relatively uneventful.

Blah.....

The sound of silence

Sooooo...... This week has gone really quickly....

Pete and Emma kinda left on Tuesday. It's weird it's different but not different. If that makes sense, they ant me to go with them..... They tried to steal me away on Wednesday to go to lunch with them... Lol. No one seems to want me to go though....

I've lost my voice... Well its betterish now but I'm still not normal.... Lol. Yesterday I was running and because I had to practically shout down the phone so that people could hear me by the endk of the day I could barely speak. :( I know such a tragic lose! Anyhoo I asked Sheilah to cover my shift today coz I was on desk and theres no way that I could have survived answering the phone all day to customers....

Hopefully I'll be ok on Tuesday cos I'm supposed to be goin to karaoke with Lydia and peoples. Lydia wants us to do the Spice Girls so I best have a voice.... and yes we do have five of us... yeah we've had nothing better to do. lol.

I'm kinda bored actually. It's weird. I don't really have anything I need to do....

I'm not here for your entertainment.......

But apparently I am!

Last night was the ASDA Christmas party in Chicago Rock. It was a fucking great night! It was the best ASDA party I've been to. I'm not quite sure why though.....

We met in 'spoons at 6:30. Well ish. I was gonna go down at 7 but Pete wanted me to go down at 6. So yeah. He agreed on 6:30 and I was told that I needed to be there then or I owed him a drink for every 5 minutes I was late.....

Anyhoo my hair went wrong and what was supposed to be loverly curls was rather stragly looking, So I ened up trying to put it up and talk to Pete who had decided to ring me at 6 and tell me that I had half an hour to get there. I mean seriously if he wanted me down there he shouldn't have rang me. Then he texted me every five minutes telling me how much time I had left. Then that I owed him a drink. Yeah whatever.

Anyhoo got down there and drank a couple of drinks. We used p 2 disposable cameras in there :S hmmm

Went to Chicago.

Drinks were buy one get one free. Bargin. Me, Pete and Emma started on shots. Lol, not quite sure what we drank.... Somehow I managed to get 5 free drink tokens off of Pete cos I'm like special! And so yeah I hardly spent anything. Whoo.

We danced everyone was actually pretty drunk and dancing around like idiots. Lol. Me Emma and Pete were there and must have looked like some sort of threesome. Especially when we ended up in a heap on the floor! Yeah everyones talking about that one.....

But yeah it was a great night. We danced, we were groaped, we were licked, we took 308 picture! Hmmm. All on disposable cameras which need to be developed, Hev best remember...

I have no picyures an I'm hoping to nick some of theirs.....

Anyhoo it was great and I felt absolutely fantastic Monday morning! Love it!

Hmmm

Wellllll........ I dunno. Should I? I don't know........

Anyhoo work has been ok. Same old smae old and all that jazz. Bit dodgy last night. I think we're setting a bad example to the new people. We seem to be bitching and having very dodgy convos. Like about my "sex line voice" which I don't have. And just random stuff......

Christmas party on Sunday. Yes in November, its ASDA what do you expect? Anyhoo I got a new top. Its black and sparkly and floaty. lol And I'bve got some heels coz the top needs heels as silly as that sounds. So hmmm drinks are bogof so I may fall and break something :S

Erm Pete and Emma are going to Virgin :( They start next Thursday and they're leaving on Tuesday. I have the number in my pocket.. They want me to go with them. I should. It's more money and stuff but... I don't know... Hmmmm.... Anita thinks I'm going to end up like her and be there in 15 years or something. I need to get out. Thing is if I do it now then peoples are gonna thinkits cos of Pete, well Lydia already thinks that and true him and Emma think I should, but I'v been considering it for ages.... Blah. Maz and Kat locve it, best thing they've done... SO I dunno.....

Rar

Wellll Pj day was ok, erm quite a few people dressed up actually. I was rather impressed.

Yesterday I did a stupid shift. 10-8 cos yar I'm stupid. It was an alright day. We had far too many people at one point and nothing for anyone to do. Lol. But we got loads done...

Went out afterwards with Laura and Lydia. We were going to go and see the Grand Rose Band, who none of us actually knew anything about. Buuut we ened up having a couple of drinks and leaving before they actually came on.....

Today I have done nothing. Like literally. I'm sure theres something that I needed to do but...... *shrugs*

So don't you ever for a second get to thinkin' you're irreplaceable.....

Work has been ok today I got to skive for a bit obvi... I buddyed quite a bit today. Yeah coz I'm a great role model! Lol. We have quite a few newbies so yar. I buddyed Lisa she seems ok She's Tereasas daughter so yeah. Shes good, and she's working Saturdays so.....

Anyhoo I "helped" Jane for a bit on the desk cause she's been training. Well I say helped but me and Pete just ended up play fighting. Hmmm peoples might start getting the wrong idea about us, we seem to be messing around all the time..... Well nothing new there really. Apart from he's now giving me bruises.

Ooo and I started training Becca in the Kiosk. Cos I'm just so fabulous. Yeeeeep.

The party's next Saturday. Hmmm. The Christmas party. In November. Yeah it's ASDA so you know. Anyhoo quite a few of us going so should be good. Lydias not drinking :( but me and Emma are going to get ompletely rat assed. Whoo.

Emma got the job at Virgin. Pete's got an interveiw next week. He's trying to get me to apply. Maybe. I won't till like after Christmas and Japan and stuff. Depends how things are at work. I mean even though I'm supposed to be Anitas bitch I think I may be being replaced. : ( I know it sounds stupid but yeah. Maybe I will.....

Pyjama party tomorrow on checkouts. Lol. It's for children in Need so..... Could be amusing....

Some

Disney piccies

Whoo!

In 2 months i shall be well on my way to Japan. I got my holiday thing back today. And I have it! Whoo. I was kind of worried that I wasn't going to get it, I'd still have gone but it would have taken alot more effort to get everything sorted.... And I'm lazy. Lol.

Not much else is going on....

Ooooo I have new people on Saturday whoo. I know it seems really stupid but I have people. Yar. I can get stuff done.

Oooo and for Jooooooooooooooo.......

Quizzie

NOW
Is your hair up?: Yes
Is your phone right beside you?: No. Actually I don't know where it is :S
Do you have a bf/ gf?: No
Do you wish you were somewhere else?: Yeah
Do you have plans for tonight?: Finish watching Lord of the Rings and then sleep. Lol
Are you wearing makeup?: No
Are you wearing chapstick?: No
Are you cold?: A bitAre you tired?: Yes
Are you excited?: An ickle bit
Are you watching t.v.: not yet
Are you wearing pajamas?: No
Who's the last person you IMed?: Jo
Who's the last person that called you?: Prolly mum

PAST
Anything you regret?: Not majourly
Ever lied?: Erm....... No?
Ever stuck gum under a desk?: Yeah
Ever spit at someone?: Not that I can remember
Ever kick something living?: Yes..... At kickboxing
Ever had your nails done?: Yea
Ever thrown up because you cried so hard?: No

THE WEEK
Had any plans last week?: Last week? Yar going to Disneyland
Who did you see most last week?: Becki
Was last week interesting?: Yeeeeep

TODAY
Have you cussed?: Maybe a little
Have you yelled at someone?: No
Have you gotten mad at someone?: Yea
Have you cried?: No
Have you called more than 3 people?: No
Have you IMed more than 3 people?: Yeah
Have you eaten anything gross?: No

SPILL YOUR GUTS
First thing you did this morning?: Try to go back to sleep
Last thing you ate?: Cheese and Bacon Pasta
What's something you look forward to most in the next 6 weeks?: Japan
What's annoying you right now?: Nothing
What's the last movie you saw?: I'm watching Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers atm, does that count?
Do you believe in long distance relationships: I did, but I don't now......
Where is the last place you went?: Work?
Who is the last person you called?: Pass
Been cheated on?: No
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?: Doubtful
Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity): Love
Do you wish on stars?: Yea
Does it work?: Nope
When did you last cry?: Few days ago
Do you like your handwriting?: Hate it
Are you a friendly person?: No I'm a bitch! Nah- I hope I am....
Are you keeping a secret from the world?: No
Whose bed did you sleep in last night?: Mine
What color shirt are you wearing?: Pink
Do you have any pets?: Yep
What is the color of your bedsheets?: Lilac
What were you doing at 9 last night?: Home
Last person you talked to: Mum
When is the last time you saw your dad?: About half anf hour ago
Look to your left, what's there?: Window, bookshelves and fishies
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yeah
Ever cried on your friends shoulder?: Yeah
What song makes you cry?: Stop Crying Your Heart Out always makes me cry harder.....
Are you a normally happy person?: No I'm a grumpy cow! Yep, normally overly happy
Is your self-esteem low?: Erm.....
What color are your eyes?: Brown
Long or Short Hair : Middleish

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below
when you too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just what your worth

Lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears streaming down your face and I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Thing

My ex...	Is and ass
Maybe I should...	Become more decisive
I love...	Lots of thing
I don't understand ...	Everything
I lost my...	self
People would say that I'm...	An idiot
Love is...	Blind
Somewhere, someone is...	Sneezing
I will always...	Looooovvee Yoooooooooooouuuuuuuuu, erm, wonder
Forever is...	A very long time
I never want to...	Grow old....
When I wake up in the morning...	I don;t want to get up
Life is full of...	crap
My past is incredibly...	fuzzy
I get annoyed when...	I don't know something
Parties are for...	Drinking
I wish...	upon a star
My dog is...	A pain
My cat is...	dead
Kisses are the worst when...	you don't get them
Tomorrow I'm going to...	work. oooooo suprises
I really want...	To know what I want
I have low tolerance for people who...	are ignorant
If I had a million dollars...	I'd be rich
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

A year ago today.......

It's been a year since the DCE ended. How fucking weird. It's sad to think how little I've done in the last year. How little I have achieved. How little things have changed..........

I miss it. I really do. Not so much the classes and stuff. But yeah.

I miss this.

Tired

I am so tired right now, like more than normal. Prolly just the earlier start and doing different stuff. *shrugs*

I have to have a thing with Adrien and Anita as well :S should be interesting.

I hate when books make you cry and then you can't read them coz you're crying (does that make sense??) I've spent the last 20ish minutes reading and crying coz the damn book's so sad.

Day off tommorrow. Wooooooooo!

Numni's not crazy,
And jo is not right,
Numni's not crazy,
She doesn't dance in the night,
Numni's not crazy,
Trust in me when i say.......

Hmmmm

Work was better today. Plus I got sent home early. : )

I kinda have a thing about Pride and Prejudice at the moment. I dunno why. It was one of the fils that I brought on Friday, I wasn't too sure about it but it's really good.

Hmmmm..... I'm quite tired I might go to bed in a bit.

Stuff

Sugar Rush: <3>

Hard Candy: Is very good. You should go see it. Well unless you don't like stuff like that. In which case don't. Kinda disturbing in a way with the general theme of the film, but yeah.

Work: Blah, may have annoyed on of my managers. Oops.

Barbeque: Mandy invited me at 9:30 after a gernerally bad day. So no I didn't go.

The letter P: I need to find something that begins with P that I can dress up as. Hmmmm......

OMG!!

Optimistic to the point of foolishness. says:
he doesnt go to any of the parties or anything
grrr need a reading ticket says:
i never have either
grrr need a reading ticket says:
doh
Optimistic to the point of foolishness. says:
theyre quite good usually, everyone just gets really drunk and does stupid things
Optimistic to the point of foolishness. says:
like pete and lynette snogging
grrr need a reading ticket says:
really
Optimistic to the point of foolishness. says:
yep
grrr need a reading ticket says:
omg she stole ur man

OMG! Nearly a year after the whole Naomi/Pete thing started and she's still talking about it, damnit!

Drunk and disorderly

I drank:

• 3/4 pitcher of lust
• 1 large white wine
• 1/2 a bottle of white wine (Helens fault, it was buy 2 glasses and get the rest of the bottle free so you know....)
• 1 Malabu and coke
• 1 double malabu and coke
• 1/2 of a double vodka and J2O (I spilt half of it on the table, then they made me clean it up myself)
• 1/2 pint of Stella (its was Petes and I kinda nicked it)
• 1 1/2 shots of pink Sambuca (Pete wanted half of one of the shots coz there was no more of the pink one left and I wanted it coz it was pink)
• 3 shots of black Sambuca (I think, not as nice as the pink one though)

And pictures............

I <3 Torey Hayden

*smiles* I have the new Torey Hayden book. I've read about 150 pages. You know I have loads of other stuff to do but I've basically just sat reading that book for most of the day. Oh well. I love it. She is an amazing woman.

I was quite dissapointed that Chris didn't win X Factor. I mean come on. But Lucy did kind of deserve it after her midweek turn around. But yeah.

I'm really tired at the moment. Yes I know, "It's because you worked too much" but yeah. I went to bed at like 10:30 last night and woke up at 9:30 this morning but that was just coz my mum chucked my Amazon stuff at me. Damnit why didn't she just let me sleep?

Pay day Friday. Thank God!

Music

1. Find music source (non-radio)
2. Put on shuffle mode
3. Answer the following questions with the songs, in the right order.

1. How am I feeling today?
Addicted (hmmmmm)

2. Will I get far in life?
Castles in the air

3. How do my friends see me?
High and Dry

4. What is my best friend's theme song?
Born to be a dancer

5. What is the story of my life?
The closest thing to crazy

6. What was high school like?
Temptation

7. How can I get ahead in life?
Keep me a secret

8. What is the best thing about me?
My humps (ha)

9. What was today like?
Na na na na na

10. What is in store for this weekend?
The hardest part

11. What song describes my parents?
Predictable

12. How is my life going?
Beautiful Disaster

13. What song will they play at my funeral?
Stop crying your heart out...... ya

14. How does the world see me?
Misery :(

15. Will I have a happy life?
No no no

16. What do my friends really think of me?
We're all mad

17. Do people secretly lust after me?
I wanna hold you....

18. How can I make myself happy?
Trouble

19. What should I do with my life?
The importance of being idle

20. Will I ever have children?
Red alert

21. What will I name them?
Lullaby

22. Who will I marry?
Force of nature

23. Do I have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Save your scissors

24. How will I die?
Wild Horses

So erm yeah interesting...........

1st June

Pinch............

Punch............

First of the month...........

X- Factor

I am loving the X- Factor- Battle of the Stars.

How sad is that?

I'm torn between wanting Rebecca and James to stay just so that Rebbeca and Sharon can bitch at each other and wanting her go because I really don't like her. Grr.

On the plus side I am loving "Bake That", Matt and Moyles. Yay.

Erm yeah........

Numni is a Numpty

Bad day today. Argh. I really wanted to slap people today.

Grr people not doing their jobs properly.

Snobbish people. Argh.

........

*calms down*

I saw Aimee today. I haven't seen her in forever. We chatted, Helen did all the work. Lol. It was weird. SDhe was like my best friend for most of my childhood. Strngeness.

X Men 3 tommorrow! yay!

........ Just coz

Erm yeah so really can't be bothed.....

Fucking 10 hour shift tommorow... I'm an idiot. Supposed to be out in kiosk but I'm not sure I want to be out there alone coz my "admirer" might decide to come in and yeah.....

X Men 3 on Sunday. Yay. Looks amazing. :)

I think I may be naughty and order some stuff off Amazon so that I can a geth the gidt voucjer.... How sad is that?? But you know considering I shouldn't really spend any more money coz I've spent loads this month already......

Hmmm I'm a bit of a bitch sometimes, well increasingly more so at the moment......

I really don't know what to say......

Bargin Day

Ha I love days where you can get away with doing basically nothing.

I got paid to go to Argos today. How amazing is that?

I had to get Sams leaving presents and stuff and that involved alot of stress because at the time we didn't have that much money really blah, but then more people gave so it was cool. Sam seems prett happy about her stuff. Yay!

Pete is an annoying fuck. Argh the shoe story again. He was telling Kirsty about his suede shoes tonight. So not happy. Never going to live that one down. Plus he keeps telling me that I do no work :( Mean.

I need to do something with my hair. Blah. *hates hair* seriously I don't want to relax it for a while coz it'll all die. But I don't want an afro. So...... blah. And no, I'm not going to shave it all off. That would be silly.

Oh and I've been talked into going t o the summer party. I wasn't sure wheter coz no one seems to be going buuut Karen gave me a ticket so..... Only now I need to get something new to wear....... Well I don't be you know I do.

I can't think of anything else to write but for some reason I feel like blogging even though I don't really have anything to blog about.... Yeah I'm going to shut up now.

Thing

Q: First thing you did this morning?:
A: Erm..... Think I actually woke up and wathed the end of Big Brother. Yeah slightly odd, I couldn't be botherd to get out of bed though.

Q: Last thing you ate:
A: A mini ice cream cone thing.

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?:
A: Always do..... Atm Sam's ressie, looks like I'll be buying.

Q: What's annoying you right now?:
A: People being ungenerous

Q: What's the last movie you saw?:
A: I watched The Terminal last night, it was pretty good actually, still got loads I haven't atched though

Q: Do you believe in long distance relationships?:
A: Depends

Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now:
A: Not really

Q: Where is the last place you went?:
A: Work.... yay fun.

Q: Who is the last person you called?:
A: Um, Jo but she didn't answer so... *checks phone* Mum

Q: Been cheated on?:
A: Not as far as I know

Q: Do you look like your mum or dad?:
A: Apparently...

Q: Do you have any siblings?:
A: Yes, Myrtle the turtle

Q: Do you smile often?:
A: Yeah I would say so what with being "smiler" and all

Q: Do you think that a person is thinking of you too?
A: Not really no

Q: Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity):
A: love

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: Yeah sometimes

Q: Are you a friendly person?:
A: Yeah I hope so

Q: Who's bed did you sleep in last night?:
A: Erm mine

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?:
A: Pink, I'm having abit of a pink day today, I haven't really worn pink lately so I thought I'd make up for it, I know there was a time when people (Jo) would get worried if I didn;t wear pink for a coupld of days.

Q: What were you doing at 9 last night?:
A: Watching the Terminal

Q: I can't wait:
A: For Disney Land. Lol I'm such a child. Me and Becky have been working stuff out about the journey and stuff. Lol.

Q: Do you own a picture phone?:
A: Yep and I've had it for about 7 months I think that's actually a record for me.

Q: Song that makes you cry?:
A: Stop Crying Your Heart Out- Oasis, Confessional Song- Charlotte Church, not quite sure why though, but they do sometimes

Q: Are you a normally happy person?:
A: That's what everyone tells me

Q: Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?:
A: No

Q: Is your self-esteem extremely low?:
A: No comment

Q: What color are your eyes?:
A: Brown

Q: Long or Short Hair?:
A: Middleish

Q: Do you have more guy friends or girl friends?
A: Girls I think

Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: Not for while actually, I wanted to the other night for no reason, but didn't

Q: Do you get angry easily?
A: No

Q: Do you believe in soulmates?
A: Maybe

Q: Do you have dreams and goals?
A: Tbh I don't know anymore

Q: How would you like to spend the rest of your life?
A: *shrugs* Happy?

Q: Already have your kid's names picked out?
A: Lol no we were talking about this the other night a work.... I dunno

Q: What was your last thought before you went to sleep last night?
A: I really don't want to get up in the morning

Q: Take any vitamins?
A: No

Q: What are you about to do?
A: Prolly go to bed like a good girl

Q: Have any regrets?
A: Prolly not applying for uni last year, would have made things a whole lot easier.

Q: When was the last time you drank alcohol?
A: Never?? Erm... last week, I drank a bottle of the mint choc stuff, twas lush, not all in one go though

Q: Does drinking really fix everything?
A: "Alcohol is a depressant" :P so no not really, It just seems like it

Q: What song are you listening to right now?
A: Take Your Mama- Scissor Sisters

Q: Where are you going to college?
A: Nowhere

Q: Would you rather be single or in a relationship?
A: Where ever I'm happier

Q: Do you ever check your phone waiting for someone to call?
A: no

Q: Rate life as of right now.
A: Depends on the day, today ok

Q: What color are your nails right now?
A: Erm, nail colour?

Q: Who was the last person you met?
A: Erm, work people

Q: Would you say that most people who first meet you like you?
A: i guess, you'd have to ask them.....

A-Z

[A is for age]-- 19
[B is for beer of choice]-- I don't like beer.
[C is for career]-- Bogey, though I don't really consider that much of a career.
[D is for your dog's name]-- Scruffy
[E is for your essential daily items]-- Phone and internet
[F is for favorite song at the moment]-- Coldplay, Fix You
[G is for favorite games]-- Anything against Laura coz I usually win! Erm seriously, um, Monopoly or connect four.
[H is for Hometown]-- Bath kinda I suppose
[I is for the instrument you play]-- I used to play the guitar and the key board
[J is for favorite flavour of juice]-- Apple
[K is for kids]-- Some day
[L is for last hug?]-- Kat earlier
[M is for marriage]-- Maybe one day, we were all looking at wedding dresses Monday night was quite amusing.
[N is for name of your crush]-- .........
[O is for overnight hospital stays]-- 1- when I had my tonsils out when I was 11
[P is for phobias]-- Needles
[Q is for quote]-- "Today is the tommorow we worried about yesterday"
[R is for biggest regret]-- Not applying for uni last year, I think things would be simpiler now if I had
[S is for status]-- Single
[T is for time you wake up]-- Depends
[U is for underwear]-- Today? Blue
[V is for vegetable you love]-- Carrots
[W is for worst habit]-- Getting distracted
[X is for x-rays you've had]-- A couple
[Y is for yummy food you make]-- Chicken stir fry
[Z is for your Zodiac sign]-- Taurus

Neither here nor there

I'm kinda lost again. Well I say again but I've never really been unlost. Not for a while.....

Work is shit. Argh, but I am doing "jobs" alot of the time so I get to walk around and not deakl with people. Seriously I really can't be doing with people at the moment, well the general public anyways. Grrr.

I hate to think what the new people think I actually do at work. I mean in the evenings I've been doing put backs or "holding the phone" or running or well stood talking (about very important matters of course) while they're like sat at their checkouts working. Ooops. I'm sure they'll get over it. What can I say I'm just special.

Saw Lynn yesterday, during one of my "holding the phone" sessions, it's was odd, she was like really nice and supportive and stuff. Weird.

Went to see Brick tonight with Jo and Kerry. Me and Jo liked it and well, Kerrys just Kerry so I don;t think she did, it's not a very her film really. But yeah I liked it.

I'm special, deal with it!

Uuummmmmmm.

Work hasn't been to bad this week. I've got to mess around (more than usual), I've got to be "special" and do put backs, which basically means a 30 minute- hour skive : ), I've set up a collection for Sam, coz she's leaving next Thursday, but shhhh it's a secret and I've run. Yeah I'm not trained to do it but hey I don't think that matters all that much. But yeah I don't know wether they are actually going to train me or what but yeah. Like today I was basically in charge of checkouts from about 3:30ish coz Anita was till training people. Ok so some people call that an offical reason to skive but there you go.

Um me and Jo are going to see Brick on Sunday coz I'm amazing!

No stalkerness so far this week hopefully he'll come in on Friday coz I'm off.

I'm worried about David at the moment. He was arrested on Saturday for something I really don't think he'd have ever done. So yeah.

Think that prolly covers it.

Oooooo and I brought a polka dot top yesterday!

Weekendness

Soooooo Friday I got paid, yay. Emr I went to Bristol with Jo and she made me buy stuff. Yeeeeeeeep. That's my excuse and I'm sticking to it.

Saturdau I went to work and actually did 10-6 like omg! I'm not needed anymore it seems. But then give it a few weeks and they'll want me.

They were all picking on me yesterday and saying that I didn't do any work which is completely unfair. I do loads of work. Yep.

My stalker guy didn't come in at all thank God.

Today was quite cool. I was sat with Kat and we were messing around. Note never ask your manager if they can do anything with their tongue. Yeah. I told Kat to try to lick her elbow, which is actually impossible but it amused me. Oh and apparently Maria said I could borrow Jack! Hmmmmmmmmm.

For Jo

So Jo took a picture of her DVD collection so that I could see how many she's got and so now I am doing the same.

So here are my DVD's:

Birthdayness

Friday was my 19th brithday. I got woke up at ten past seven coz Olllie sent me a text. So not happy about that. I pretty much did nothing for the rest of the day really.

Saturday morning I went and got my hair cut (I don't actually have a pic of my hair so erm yeah) did pretty much nothing all afternoon.

Then I went out. I wasn't going to drink that much but we all know how hat one ends..... Took lots of pictures drank too many drinks.

Went to Chicago Rock. Kerry and Mel left us so they coiuld go to the Snooker Club together. We got free champange.

Went to Bath on Sunday with Jo and Lora. Shopped, ate pizza watched a movie (which was quite confusing, well the end anyways.) Took pictures.

Monday, went back to work. Yep pretty much sums up my weekend.

And pictures........