So I've drunk like a bottle of wine nearly tonight and I'm sligtly drunk. Buuuuuuuuuut I can still spell and stuff so I can't be that drunk. Can I? But then I'm like only slightly woo- ey so that's not too bad really.
So yeah I'm in a slightly weird mood really. Apart from the drunkness. But yeah.
No workies tomorrow. Well not at the moment anyways. But then I got through today without even being asked. How amazing is that. I went in there twice and I didn't get asked. They should be able to operate for a day without me, surely. well I know they can but yeah.
I'm going to shut up now.
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
Nowhere to go
Well that's what Amanda asked me when she saw me in ASDA earlier.
So yeah me, mum and dad went to but me some more paint for my room then we went to ASDA becuase they wanted to get somthing to eat. So yeah I went in.
Was in there for a couplde of minutes and someone came up behind me and said "Num Num" Huh? What? Turned around and there's Alan. So we stood there and talked for a bit and I kept seeing my mum popping up in places, she was spying on me.
Anita came along and was like "hello hun" But hey I didn't get asked to work even though it was quite busy.
Walked around abit more and got stuff. Amanda was on a checkout and mum wanted to go to her but I was like "no" coz I don't think I could trust her if she talked to Amanda.
So we went to Ally instead and who should pop up but Pete. So yeah he started chucking stuff at me : ( and then I was like "I got silver star" he was like "really?" And then he goes to Lizzie "this wench is silver star becuase of me" Er yeah I did get another nomination even though thata was the one that got me it but blah. Then mum was like "are yiou going to get your hair cut? becuase its a mess" omg. Then to top it off dad goes "Oh come round ours and she'll cut it for you" Great I will absolutely laugh my ass off if he actually did.
Amanda came along just after he left to take Leona off. Thank God is all I can say but then she goes to me "Have you got nowhere better to go?" and mum went to her "We had to get a few bits" But no Amanda wouldn't take that and whispered to Ally 2It's because Pete's here really." Not amused.
So now I'm sat here with nothing to do.
So yeah me, mum and dad went to but me some more paint for my room then we went to ASDA becuase they wanted to get somthing to eat. So yeah I went in.
Was in there for a couplde of minutes and someone came up behind me and said "Num Num" Huh? What? Turned around and there's Alan. So we stood there and talked for a bit and I kept seeing my mum popping up in places, she was spying on me.
Anita came along and was like "hello hun" But hey I didn't get asked to work even though it was quite busy.
Walked around abit more and got stuff. Amanda was on a checkout and mum wanted to go to her but I was like "no" coz I don't think I could trust her if she talked to Amanda.
So we went to Ally instead and who should pop up but Pete. So yeah he started chucking stuff at me : ( and then I was like "I got silver star" he was like "really?" And then he goes to Lizzie "this wench is silver star becuase of me" Er yeah I did get another nomination even though thata was the one that got me it but blah. Then mum was like "are yiou going to get your hair cut? becuase its a mess" omg. Then to top it off dad goes "Oh come round ours and she'll cut it for you" Great I will absolutely laugh my ass off if he actually did.
Amanda came along just after he left to take Leona off. Thank God is all I can say but then she goes to me "Have you got nowhere better to go?" and mum went to her "We had to get a few bits" But no Amanda wouldn't take that and whispered to Ally 2It's because Pete's here really." Not amused.
So now I'm sat here with nothing to do.
Celebration lunch
I just got paid nearly £10 for doing nothing (some would say no change there) how cool is that?
It was soo much fun. We were all just there laughing and joking about stuff. Mainly me and alcoholism. Me and Maria were laughing about random stuff and everyone looking at us like wtf? But yeah. They were running late and then they lost Simon who's like GSM or something and then Nick came along so that was ok.
He was there giving out the thingies and he picked up mine and looked at me and then went "so this is where all the money goes" So yeah I had to go up and collect my certificatey thing (you know like when you were at school) and He read it out and we had a pic taken, but the flash didn't go off so it won't come out, whoo.
So then he was there and gave out the otherones and then the ones for the people who got 100% with the mystery shopper. Then he goes "Is that it then?" to Jan and she's like "no there are the shining star awards too"
Then he looked at me again and said "Naomi" to which I said "what?" like an idiot. But I had one. He was kinda like well done but mind the excess or something like that. So yeah my pic is going to be on the wall for the next month, joy.
But yeah I got 2000 star points too. With a very lovely "cheque"
So yeah.
But I'm not allowed to go to another one because Jan said so.
Erm then I went upsatairs and because Helen was on kiosk I thought oh I'll go do the lottery just to go annoy her.
So I was there and the Amanda came in, said hello and stuff all civil. And I go to Helen "Oh can I have a lucky dip for toninght. I might get lucky2 To which of course Amanda replied "Oh Petes in there" Not amused. So I was all like "Oh do you want to know what he said about me?" and showed her my thingy and she's all like "ahhhhh" Blah I really don't like her at the moment.
There is one thing though. I feel kinda bad because it's going to be up on the wall that I've helped them out and stuff and there are other people who do (granted it is a select few) and I am the only one who has had recognition for it. You know it's kind of like a why me? Well I know why but yeah.
It was soo much fun. We were all just there laughing and joking about stuff. Mainly me and alcoholism. Me and Maria were laughing about random stuff and everyone looking at us like wtf? But yeah. They were running late and then they lost Simon who's like GSM or something and then Nick came along so that was ok.
He was there giving out the thingies and he picked up mine and looked at me and then went "so this is where all the money goes" So yeah I had to go up and collect my certificatey thing (you know like when you were at school) and He read it out and we had a pic taken, but the flash didn't go off so it won't come out, whoo.
So then he was there and gave out the otherones and then the ones for the people who got 100% with the mystery shopper. Then he goes "Is that it then?" to Jan and she's like "no there are the shining star awards too"
Then he looked at me again and said "Naomi" to which I said "what?" like an idiot. But I had one. He was kinda like well done but mind the excess or something like that. So yeah my pic is going to be on the wall for the next month, joy.
But yeah I got 2000 star points too. With a very lovely "cheque"
So yeah.
But I'm not allowed to go to another one because Jan said so.
Erm then I went upsatairs and because Helen was on kiosk I thought oh I'll go do the lottery just to go annoy her.
So I was there and the Amanda came in, said hello and stuff all civil. And I go to Helen "Oh can I have a lucky dip for toninght. I might get lucky2 To which of course Amanda replied "Oh Petes in there" Not amused. So I was all like "Oh do you want to know what he said about me?" and showed her my thingy and she's all like "ahhhhh" Blah I really don't like her at the moment.
There is one thing though. I feel kinda bad because it's going to be up on the wall that I've helped them out and stuff and there are other people who do (granted it is a select few) and I am the only one who has had recognition for it. You know it's kind of like a why me? Well I know why but yeah.
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
Squeeeee
Erm got up early like I thought I would. I woke up at like 8:30 and I couldn't get back to sleep. Poopy.
I painted my room this morning but I ran out of paint so I need to get some more. I was going to get some this afternoon. But the Caroline rang me.
Ally said yesterday that they would ring me sometime this week and she was right they did. I just didn't think it would be this soon. So yeah at about 1:35 I got a phone call. Private number. I had a feeling that it was them. Caroline had called me because 4 people had rung in sick and they didn't have enough people so they needed me. They needed me. Is it like a script. Oh just tell Naomi that we need her and she'll work. So yeah she was like "What time can you come in?" "About 2ish" "good, what time do you want to finish?" "2:30" "er no" well I tried. But yeah I said that I'd do 2-8. It's only six hours so yeah.
So I got there and they put me on express. Next to Katie. Why can people never see that that is a mistake? We're gonna mess around if you do that. So yeah. Erm Caroline walked past with Pete and she goes "You're a star. I love you" and I was like "Yeah so youi should" then Pete turns around and goes "Naomi (in a high girly like voice) hello stranger, long time no see." Themn put my chair down. Why do people do that? It's sooo annoying.
I saw Kate today. Whoooo. I was sat on my checkout and she was like "hi" and then we got all excited and squeaky and then people were looking at us all funny and stuff. But yeah. I haven't seen her since Beaven's party. She was all like "we're going out for a meal before we all go to uni and you have to come" So yeah doodles.
Erm so yeah apart from that it was like uber busy. Which was probably because they had no people, but yeah.
Me and Katie are now nomee (no- mee) and caty (cat-ee). So yeah yesterday Katie decided that she was going to call me nomee when we were on chilled and so yeah she was still calling me it today and Anita heard and she was like "Nomee and Caty will you put these back for me?" at the end of the night, and so yeah we are Nomee and Caty, the terrible two.
Oh and Lydia's back, she was at Reading this week end and had like two weeks off before that to go to Ibiza. But yeah and she was like have you found out what that secret was? I was like yeah and told her. So yeah then she goes off on the whole me and Pete thing again. Argh. It's soo annoying.
Ooo celebration lunch tomorrow. I'm quite scared. I've not been to one before. I don't know what happens or whos going to be there. I'm in danger of being asked to work while I'm there though. I can't though becuase I have worked for seven days now without a break, so that would make it illegal, but yeah like that seems to matter. I'm going to say no though. I am. Honest.
Oh and I'm working Friday. For Katy. I'm only doing 4-7 though so that's cool. She asked if I wanted to do all of it but I was like "er no I'm doing 10 hours on Saturday so I don't think so"
Oh and my pizzas here : P
I painted my room this morning but I ran out of paint so I need to get some more. I was going to get some this afternoon. But the Caroline rang me.
Ally said yesterday that they would ring me sometime this week and she was right they did. I just didn't think it would be this soon. So yeah at about 1:35 I got a phone call. Private number. I had a feeling that it was them. Caroline had called me because 4 people had rung in sick and they didn't have enough people so they needed me. They needed me. Is it like a script. Oh just tell Naomi that we need her and she'll work. So yeah she was like "What time can you come in?" "About 2ish" "good, what time do you want to finish?" "2:30" "er no" well I tried. But yeah I said that I'd do 2-8. It's only six hours so yeah.
So I got there and they put me on express. Next to Katie. Why can people never see that that is a mistake? We're gonna mess around if you do that. So yeah. Erm Caroline walked past with Pete and she goes "You're a star. I love you" and I was like "Yeah so youi should" then Pete turns around and goes "Naomi (in a high girly like voice) hello stranger, long time no see." Themn put my chair down. Why do people do that? It's sooo annoying.
I saw Kate today. Whoooo. I was sat on my checkout and she was like "hi" and then we got all excited and squeaky and then people were looking at us all funny and stuff. But yeah. I haven't seen her since Beaven's party. She was all like "we're going out for a meal before we all go to uni and you have to come" So yeah doodles.
Erm so yeah apart from that it was like uber busy. Which was probably because they had no people, but yeah.
Me and Katie are now nomee (no- mee) and caty (cat-ee). So yeah yesterday Katie decided that she was going to call me nomee when we were on chilled and so yeah she was still calling me it today and Anita heard and she was like "Nomee and Caty will you put these back for me?" at the end of the night, and so yeah we are Nomee and Caty, the terrible two.
Oh and Lydia's back, she was at Reading this week end and had like two weeks off before that to go to Ibiza. But yeah and she was like have you found out what that secret was? I was like yeah and told her. So yeah then she goes off on the whole me and Pete thing again. Argh. It's soo annoying.
Ooo celebration lunch tomorrow. I'm quite scared. I've not been to one before. I don't know what happens or whos going to be there. I'm in danger of being asked to work while I'm there though. I can't though becuase I have worked for seven days now without a break, so that would make it illegal, but yeah like that seems to matter. I'm going to say no though. I am. Honest.
Oh and I'm working Friday. For Katy. I'm only doing 4-7 though so that's cool. She asked if I wanted to do all of it but I was like "er no I'm doing 10 hours on Saturday so I don't think so"
Oh and my pizzas here : P
Monday, August 29, 2005
OMFG
Right so Laura was up stairs earlier and she was going on a bout a spider. A huge one according to her, but then her huge is actually quite tiny, so yeah. But then she lost the spider. We were all like ok so it just went off somewhere, no big deal.
Then about hlaf an hour later, I was sat on the computer and I looked round for some reason. And there on the stairs is a fuck off big spider. I t was huge. Normally I don't mind spiders. I can handle them. I can get them and set them free and junk. But not this one. I couldn't go near it.
So mum went and got some tissue and she grabed hold of it and then flushed it down the toilet.
So yeah I told Jo and she's like "Oh I wouldn't do that coz it'll come back up" Or somethig like that, so like yeah, That made me feel better.
Oh and now I need a wee.
Then about hlaf an hour later, I was sat on the computer and I looked round for some reason. And there on the stairs is a fuck off big spider. I t was huge. Normally I don't mind spiders. I can handle them. I can get them and set them free and junk. But not this one. I couldn't go near it.
So mum went and got some tissue and she grabed hold of it and then flushed it down the toilet.
So yeah I told Jo and she's like "Oh I wouldn't do that coz it'll come back up" Or somethig like that, so like yeah, That made me feel better.
Oh and now I need a wee.
Umm (cant't think of a decent title)
Today was sooooooooooooo dead. I mean seriously. I served like 4 poeple in the first hour. Argh it was so pointless. Me and Katie were sat together and were playing I spy and noughts and crosses. Yeah we were bored.
Then Anika and Leona came and took us off to go on to provisions because they didn't want to do it. So off we troted to go and put out stuff like pasta salad. Oh how fun. Well it was becuase we spent the whole time messing around. But yeah.
Erm then Caroline came and dragged me back to do breaks so I did them going on like a million tills and then Iwent for my lunch at like 1:10 which is naghty becuase you're not supposed to go four hour without a break.
So yeah I spent the afternoon flitting around and doing this and that. Me and Claire went for an adventure in the warehouse, which was cool and we broke the lift. It was broken anyways but we broke it more.
Ooo and I had this guy who's card wouldn't work, so he went to get some money from the cash point, buuuut he was gone for like 15 minutes and then when he came back he didn't have any money, then he goes "oh I was using the wrong card. I have a new one" I was soo annoyed.
At half five I kinda ran out of things to do so Hannahs like "Do you want to go home?" Er yeah duh. So I went home early but I don't really care. We got £8.16 an hour today and I did like 8 so I'm not going to be complaining.
Oh and Becky asked me to stay on on Saturday so that she can go early. I was like ok. I mean I'm going to ebd up doing it anyways so I may as well do it for her. Which means that I need to go to the civic hall straight from work. I shall probably get lost and stuff so. I'll have to see if Pete still going so that I can go up with him and not get lost or attacked by some psycho. Not that that would really stop anyone.
Then Anika and Leona came and took us off to go on to provisions because they didn't want to do it. So off we troted to go and put out stuff like pasta salad. Oh how fun. Well it was becuase we spent the whole time messing around. But yeah.
Erm then Caroline came and dragged me back to do breaks so I did them going on like a million tills and then Iwent for my lunch at like 1:10 which is naghty becuase you're not supposed to go four hour without a break.
So yeah I spent the afternoon flitting around and doing this and that. Me and Claire went for an adventure in the warehouse, which was cool and we broke the lift. It was broken anyways but we broke it more.
Ooo and I had this guy who's card wouldn't work, so he went to get some money from the cash point, buuuut he was gone for like 15 minutes and then when he came back he didn't have any money, then he goes "oh I was using the wrong card. I have a new one" I was soo annoyed.
At half five I kinda ran out of things to do so Hannahs like "Do you want to go home?" Er yeah duh. So I went home early but I don't really care. We got £8.16 an hour today and I did like 8 so I'm not going to be complaining.
Oh and Becky asked me to stay on on Saturday so that she can go early. I was like ok. I mean I'm going to ebd up doing it anyways so I may as well do it for her. Which means that I need to go to the civic hall straight from work. I shall probably get lost and stuff so. I'll have to see if Pete still going so that I can go up with him and not get lost or attacked by some psycho. Not that that would really stop anyone.
Sunday, August 28, 2005
Pick on Naomi day
Yep that's what it was today according to Lorraine. She was being mean to me allllllllllll day. Well her kind of mean. Like she made Katie go and do breaks because she knows we like to go on till next to each other. Then she took away Paul so that I was like on my own with no one to talk to. Then when she walked past she goes "No one to talk to?" Then she goes "Can you read?" So I was like "noooooooo" And then she goes "no good giving you a magazine then" Duh of course I can read.
Erm today was dead which made the whole aloneness thing worse becuae when I had no one to serve I had nothing to do, so I got bored. : (
I had one blokey and he complained to me about the music and he was like "this is shoot yourself music, i don't know how you put up with it" Er with great difficulty. He then actually went to Sheila on customer services and complained about it. There is abosolutely nothing she can do about it idiot. Yeah it's not the best music but you don't really pay much notice of it. But it is really bad if you have a hang over though.
In tomorrow. I don't think it'll be that busy if todays anything to go by because people seem to have gone away or think we're closed. But then in a way I hope that it is busy because I don't want to be sent home early becuase I'm going to need to the money next month. I need all the overtime I can get at the moment.
Then I have four days off. I haven't a clue what I'm going to do. I mean I know I've got to do the rest of my room but thats only what? Half a day. It's like a wall and a half. Not alot. I have the celebration lunch on Wednesday. I will have to go and annoy people before and after just becuae I know they love it. PLus if Amanda's around I just want to see her and some how pee her off. It would have been great yesterday if she had been there when I was talking to Simon becuase I can just imagine the comments that could have come out of her mouth. :D But then I know what they would have involved and yeah it may have got messy.
I'm going to go have my hair done on Friday becuae well it's really over due for a cut. It needed tidying up. Plus that means that it'll be ok on Saturday for the party, to which I should be able to go on time, becuse they should have enough people. But then look at yesterday, they were supposed to have enough then. But then I'm kinda debating what to do with my hair with regards od fringeness. I dunno. I don't want like a full blown fring but I think I'm gonna have my fringey bits cut down abit. Anyhoo, I'm not going to bore you with my fringe.
Oh and I have to go shopping on Friday. Because well it's pay day. It's tradition and I need a new top for Saturday. Whether I will find one or not is a different matter. Oh and I have to go to the bank. I've decided to put some money back from this month just in case next month I get like nothing and like emergencies and stuff. I need to put it some where I can't (kinda) get it. And that would be my other account. I know I still have the card and stuff but I don't use it. I wonder if my card'll come by then?
Oh and for Jooooooooo. Todays thing.
Mmmmmmmmm Malibo.
Erm today was dead which made the whole aloneness thing worse becuae when I had no one to serve I had nothing to do, so I got bored. : (
I had one blokey and he complained to me about the music and he was like "this is shoot yourself music, i don't know how you put up with it" Er with great difficulty. He then actually went to Sheila on customer services and complained about it. There is abosolutely nothing she can do about it idiot. Yeah it's not the best music but you don't really pay much notice of it. But it is really bad if you have a hang over though.
In tomorrow. I don't think it'll be that busy if todays anything to go by because people seem to have gone away or think we're closed. But then in a way I hope that it is busy because I don't want to be sent home early becuase I'm going to need to the money next month. I need all the overtime I can get at the moment.
Then I have four days off. I haven't a clue what I'm going to do. I mean I know I've got to do the rest of my room but thats only what? Half a day. It's like a wall and a half. Not alot. I have the celebration lunch on Wednesday. I will have to go and annoy people before and after just becuae I know they love it. PLus if Amanda's around I just want to see her and some how pee her off. It would have been great yesterday if she had been there when I was talking to Simon becuase I can just imagine the comments that could have come out of her mouth. :D But then I know what they would have involved and yeah it may have got messy.
I'm going to go have my hair done on Friday becuae well it's really over due for a cut. It needed tidying up. Plus that means that it'll be ok on Saturday for the party, to which I should be able to go on time, becuse they should have enough people. But then look at yesterday, they were supposed to have enough then. But then I'm kinda debating what to do with my hair with regards od fringeness. I dunno. I don't want like a full blown fring but I think I'm gonna have my fringey bits cut down abit. Anyhoo, I'm not going to bore you with my fringe.
Oh and I have to go shopping on Friday. Because well it's pay day. It's tradition and I need a new top for Saturday. Whether I will find one or not is a different matter. Oh and I have to go to the bank. I've decided to put some money back from this month just in case next month I get like nothing and like emergencies and stuff. I need to put it some where I can't (kinda) get it. And that would be my other account. I know I still have the card and stuff but I don't use it. I wonder if my card'll come by then?
Oh and for Jooooooooo. Todays thing.
Mmmmmmmmm Malibo.
Saturday, August 27, 2005
Tday in bullet point
So yeah I'm not really sure if I can really be bothered with like a proper full blown entry about today (but then it might turn into one) so heres my day in bullet points.
- Wen to work. Ten hour shift. It was ok I suppose.
- Was on till 3 from 1 o'clock. Sue said that some one would come and take me off at either half past or 2 because there were people coming in but it didn't happen. Once again not really that bad.
- There were three people on checkouts from like 6:30. It wasn't that busy so that was ok but still, they need more people. If me and Katie ahdn't been working then there would have only been 4 people on the department. This isn't funny anymore, escpecially since it was Sue in charge again. Not good.
- Kirsty told me off. I came back from my second break and who should I see but Simon. We were stood there chatting and I was like "Ok I might be able to get away with this for a minute" But then Kisrty came along and told me off. I just wish that Amanda had been there. That would have been quite fun.
- I'm quite tired so I might have an early night tonight.
- Becky offered me one of her shifts next week. Thursday 2-6:30. I might take her up on that actually. I really do need the hours.
- That's about it really.
Friday, August 26, 2005
Scaryness
I woke up like really late this morning, well for me anyways. But I'm like tireder than usual. Strabge. I did like nothing this morning. Well I am productive aren't I?
So yeah went to work and it was like uber busy, like most Fridays are. They just don't have enough people in. Plus it's bank holiday weekend so people seem to think we're closed.
Yeah so like 8 o'clock comea and we are absolutely screwed. There was me, Sue, Maria and Steph staying till 10, Becky was going at 8:30. Sue was running, Steph was supposed to be on customer services and that meant me or Maria would have to go in kiosk. Leaving oine person on checkouts. Screwage. In the end Becky stayed and went on customer services and Steph went to kiosk. Whihc left a me and Maria to be busy on checkouts. It was soo stupid. Idiots.
Anyhoo, yeah it was quite cool though coz we were kinda messing around when we were near each other. Lizzie would dance everytime she went past. Sue was singing and Becky kept phoning me. Then Lizzie randomly gave me a hug. That was odd and scarey and weird. The person I was serving just looked at me like wtf?
At the end of the night me and Maria were still sat there on tills after 10 neither of us had served anyone for like ages and Sue had disappeared. Then Sue surfaced and Lizzie and Becky were shouting at her from the other end of the store and me being in the middle had to pass it on coz they couldn't hear each other.
I'm not sure any of this makes sense really.
Oh and my mum told me that I should leave a note for them next week saying that if they need anyone they can ring me. But they don't do that anymore. Not that I know anyways.a nd if they were to ring anyone to come in it would probably be me. Becuase like Anita said they know that I'd say yes.
But yeah no sense being made.
So yeah went to work and it was like uber busy, like most Fridays are. They just don't have enough people in. Plus it's bank holiday weekend so people seem to think we're closed.
Yeah so like 8 o'clock comea and we are absolutely screwed. There was me, Sue, Maria and Steph staying till 10, Becky was going at 8:30. Sue was running, Steph was supposed to be on customer services and that meant me or Maria would have to go in kiosk. Leaving oine person on checkouts. Screwage. In the end Becky stayed and went on customer services and Steph went to kiosk. Whihc left a me and Maria to be busy on checkouts. It was soo stupid. Idiots.
Anyhoo, yeah it was quite cool though coz we were kinda messing around when we were near each other. Lizzie would dance everytime she went past. Sue was singing and Becky kept phoning me. Then Lizzie randomly gave me a hug. That was odd and scarey and weird. The person I was serving just looked at me like wtf?
At the end of the night me and Maria were still sat there on tills after 10 neither of us had served anyone for like ages and Sue had disappeared. Then Sue surfaced and Lizzie and Becky were shouting at her from the other end of the store and me being in the middle had to pass it on coz they couldn't hear each other.
I'm not sure any of this makes sense really.
Oh and my mum told me that I should leave a note for them next week saying that if they need anyone they can ring me. But they don't do that anymore. Not that I know anyways.a nd if they were to ring anyone to come in it would probably be me. Becuase like Anita said they know that I'd say yes.
But yeah no sense being made.
Desktop
So here is a pic of my desktop. We have shitloads of crap on here and I don't know what half of it does, or why some of it is even there. So yeah my mum loves Aragorn from Lord of the Rings, so that's why we have a pic of him on there. Even though she never uses the computer.
Happy now?
(Shall do proper entry in a minute)
Happy now?
(Shall do proper entry in a minute)
Thursday, August 25, 2005
For Jo
At the moment my favourite site is this one. It's really random, like me really. But yeah. For Jooooooooo.
Yeah so that's Maria and Ju's forum. It's random and stuff but yeah at the moment I like it. (could change though)
Yeah so that's Maria and Ju's forum. It's random and stuff but yeah at the moment I like it. (could change though)
Square one
You're in control, is there anywhere you wanna go?
You're in control, is there anything you wanna know?
The future's for discovering
The space in which we're travelling
From the top of the first page
To the end of the last day
From the start in your own way
You just want somebody listening to what you say
It doesn't matter who you are
It doesn't matter who you are
Under the surface trying to break through
Deciphering the codes in you
I need a compass, draw me a map
I'm on the top, I can't get back
The first line on the first page
To the end of the last page
From the start in your own way
You just want somebody listening to what you say
It doesn't matter who you are
It doesn't matter who you are
You just want Somebody listening to what you say
Oh, you just want somebody listening to what you say
It doesn't matter who you are
It doesn't matter who you are
Is there anybody out there who
Is lost and hurt and lonely too
Are they bleeding all your colours into one?
and if you come undone
As if you've been run through
Some catapult it fired you
You wonder if your chance will ever come
Or if you're stuck in square one.
I don't know why but I was listening th that song and the lyrics just seemed I dunno. I just needed to find them and put them somewhere. Am I strange? Maybe. Well yeah I am. But not the point. In an odd mood tonight.
You're in control, is there anything you wanna know?
The future's for discovering
The space in which we're travelling
From the top of the first page
To the end of the last day
From the start in your own way
You just want somebody listening to what you say
It doesn't matter who you are
It doesn't matter who you are
Under the surface trying to break through
Deciphering the codes in you
I need a compass, draw me a map
I'm on the top, I can't get back
The first line on the first page
To the end of the last page
From the start in your own way
You just want somebody listening to what you say
It doesn't matter who you are
It doesn't matter who you are
You just want Somebody listening to what you say
Oh, you just want somebody listening to what you say
It doesn't matter who you are
It doesn't matter who you are
Is there anybody out there who
Is lost and hurt and lonely too
Are they bleeding all your colours into one?
and if you come undone
As if you've been run through
Some catapult it fired you
You wonder if your chance will ever come
Or if you're stuck in square one.
I don't know why but I was listening th that song and the lyrics just seemed I dunno. I just needed to find them and put them somewhere. Am I strange? Maybe. Well yeah I am. But not the point. In an odd mood tonight.
Peed off
I am getting really peed off with all these anon comments. I mean I wouldn't mind so much if Jo was getting as many *smiles sweetly* But I mean it's mainly me who's getting them. Argh and as I type I have a pop up. I have another fucking one. This is really annoying me now. Why don't they go and bother someone else?
Weirdness
I was talking to Simon earlier. It was just weird. I haven't spoken to him in ages. But he talked to me first. Which is rare. I dunno things just seemed odd. Not like they used to be. You know like when we at school and stuff.
When we were at school it was so cool. We sat next to each other in practically every lesson. Some how we would ened up together when we were sat in alphabetical order, I never knew K and Q were next to each other in the alphabet. Stuff was never awrkard. We would just sit and talk and mess around and stuff. We helped each other with things, well more me helping him than enything else but yeah.
The silly thing is that it was Big Brother that brought us together. We both loved it. We would talk about the past series and stuff. But yeah that's where it started. I dunno I thought that things woule be like that for ages. That we would just carry on but we didn't. We lost contact. Well up until a few of months ago when he randomly text me with the lamest excuse ever. But yeah thing haven't been the same since.
He was someone that I could actually talk to. Which at school was a rare thing. And I think he could talk to me, well I hope he could. I actually felt comfortable talking on the phone with him (more weirdness) Like one time he rang me one new years day and we were just there talking on the phone for ages, mainly about hims exploits the previous night but still. It must have cost him a fortune. But it was what we did.
The only thing was, people started to talk, you know like they do. Well they thought that there was something more going on than there was. Well really, it's not suprising. It must have looked like that. I mean there was stuff that we would do that you wouldn't if you were just friends (nothing dodgy Jo) but that was us. That was what we did. But there was nothing. No one may have believed that but there wasn't.
I miss how we were.
I miss the wierd thing we had.
I miss him.
I dunno maybe I'm just being overly depressive tonight.
When we were at school it was so cool. We sat next to each other in practically every lesson. Some how we would ened up together when we were sat in alphabetical order, I never knew K and Q were next to each other in the alphabet. Stuff was never awrkard. We would just sit and talk and mess around and stuff. We helped each other with things, well more me helping him than enything else but yeah.
The silly thing is that it was Big Brother that brought us together. We both loved it. We would talk about the past series and stuff. But yeah that's where it started. I dunno I thought that things woule be like that for ages. That we would just carry on but we didn't. We lost contact. Well up until a few of months ago when he randomly text me with the lamest excuse ever. But yeah thing haven't been the same since.
He was someone that I could actually talk to. Which at school was a rare thing. And I think he could talk to me, well I hope he could. I actually felt comfortable talking on the phone with him (more weirdness) Like one time he rang me one new years day and we were just there talking on the phone for ages, mainly about hims exploits the previous night but still. It must have cost him a fortune. But it was what we did.
The only thing was, people started to talk, you know like they do. Well they thought that there was something more going on than there was. Well really, it's not suprising. It must have looked like that. I mean there was stuff that we would do that you wouldn't if you were just friends (nothing dodgy Jo) but that was us. That was what we did. But there was nothing. No one may have believed that but there wasn't.
I miss how we were.
I miss the wierd thing we had.
I miss him.
I dunno maybe I'm just being overly depressive tonight.
Oh yeah
Oh and I forgot. I got a letter today at work. Caroline brought it over. She was like "Open it, I wanna know what it is coz some people have got one and I haven't" So yeah I opened it. It was for a pension plan. Great. And how old am I? That's right 18. I'm not really thinking about my pension. I'm not thinking about getting that old yet even. You know. So yeah I'm old now. Caroline also knows my middle name and now she's going to pick on me with it coz she knows I don't like it.
I don't want to retire yet.
I don't want to retire yet.
Not so great day
I went into work with my mumthis morning she was gonna walk around and get some stuff and I was gonna walk with her for a bit. I went in and Pete was with Sue at customer services and I was walking away from there (hiding) and he goes "Naomi" In a randomly cheery voice and then goes "If you're coming in then I'm going home" Well that's abit unfair. I mean I haven't bugged you, well not yet anyways. So yeah that was abit weird. Went down, came back up and him and mum are talking and there was like loads of people and I was like "can I go home?" "No because I'm going home" "Buuuuuuuuuuuut" He then ignored me and said "Someone go and take Judith off please" No one would go so I went. But apparently after I went he had a go at the others becuase they wouldn't go. Ooooooooo. He was quite stressed this morning. But then I found out later that it was his day off but he'd been called in because there was no one else to open up.
So yeah I spent the morning doing nothing much. I did a couple of breaks and went on an adventure in the warehouse, where I got lost. But yeah they wouldn't send me home even though they didn't really need me.
But anyways I ened up standing at the podium with Caroline and Kirsty and I went to Caroline "I know now" and shes like "It was nice wasn't it?" "Yeah" Kirsties just there like wtf? So Caroline goes and says:
"Pete and Naomi's mum had a secret. They were going to run away and have babies and get married and stuff. So Pete would have been Naomi's new dad. But Naomi wasn't happy abou it so she told her mum that it was her or Pete. Her mum chose her. So now Naomi and Pete can't work at the ame time anymore. That's why he had to go home when she came in."
Kirsty was just there like "This is a wind up isn't it? Is it a wind up" Caroline was just there smiling and not saying anything. And I just had to laugh. It was sooo funny. How she could have even for a second have thought that it was true. It's just so funny.
Erm yeah. Today was ok until like mid afternoon when I just felt like crap. Once again I didn't want to be there. It's odd. I dunno why I just couldn't be assed. But then picked up after I nearly broke my leg. That was soo funny. Kirsty asked me to go on an express till. So I go over there and slip on something. I didn't end up on the floor but still I slipped. Claire and Katie thought that it was highly amusing. I did too but that's not the point.
Katies in the Wiltshore Times. I went and got one earlier becuase I decided that I should go and look for another job. should. But yeah we went in and she's like let me show you where I am in there. So yeah she got three A's in her A level's. One of three people at her school. And she was really excited about it.
Oh and Sheila told me about the customers raving about me yesterday. They were very nice about me. But there were no forms so Sheila wrote it on a bit of till roll and told Jan it was real. So yeah doodles, I'm amazing.
Oh and she knew the secret. The one person I didn't bug or tell about it and she knew. He told her what he was doing. Even before it became the secret. So yeah I wasn't supposed to find out until I saw the thing on the wall and then I suppose went to the lunch thingy, I dunno.
So yeah. I have four days work and then fours days off. Oooooooooooo.
So yeah I spent the morning doing nothing much. I did a couple of breaks and went on an adventure in the warehouse, where I got lost. But yeah they wouldn't send me home even though they didn't really need me.
But anyways I ened up standing at the podium with Caroline and Kirsty and I went to Caroline "I know now" and shes like "It was nice wasn't it?" "Yeah" Kirsties just there like wtf? So Caroline goes and says:
"Pete and Naomi's mum had a secret. They were going to run away and have babies and get married and stuff. So Pete would have been Naomi's new dad. But Naomi wasn't happy abou it so she told her mum that it was her or Pete. Her mum chose her. So now Naomi and Pete can't work at the ame time anymore. That's why he had to go home when she came in."
Kirsty was just there like "This is a wind up isn't it? Is it a wind up" Caroline was just there smiling and not saying anything. And I just had to laugh. It was sooo funny. How she could have even for a second have thought that it was true. It's just so funny.
Erm yeah. Today was ok until like mid afternoon when I just felt like crap. Once again I didn't want to be there. It's odd. I dunno why I just couldn't be assed. But then picked up after I nearly broke my leg. That was soo funny. Kirsty asked me to go on an express till. So I go over there and slip on something. I didn't end up on the floor but still I slipped. Claire and Katie thought that it was highly amusing. I did too but that's not the point.
Katies in the Wiltshore Times. I went and got one earlier becuase I decided that I should go and look for another job. should. But yeah we went in and she's like let me show you where I am in there. So yeah she got three A's in her A level's. One of three people at her school. And she was really excited about it.
Oh and Sheila told me about the customers raving about me yesterday. They were very nice about me. But there were no forms so Sheila wrote it on a bit of till roll and told Jan it was real. So yeah doodles, I'm amazing.
Oh and she knew the secret. The one person I didn't bug or tell about it and she knew. He told her what he was doing. Even before it became the secret. So yeah I wasn't supposed to find out until I saw the thing on the wall and then I suppose went to the lunch thingy, I dunno.
So yeah. I have four days work and then fours days off. Oooooooooooo.
Poop
I am in real poope for next month. I have like 12 hours over time for the week after next. I mean it would be ok if I knew that I could work if I wanted to but I know that until like the middle of September at the earliest there won't be that much because of the uni people. They all seem to be do shit loads before they go back. But then when they do we'll be really short staffed again because like 10 people will be leaving again, so I dunno.
But then thinking about it maybe I'll be ok. Coz I just worked it out and it should work out as £4oo and something. So thats ok really.
Oh and I should succeed in my mission because the rota is full for next Saturday in the evening. Whether or not everyone there is staying till 8 and whether they all turn up is another matter. Plus there's I know will be running so, well let's just say there's still the possibility.
But then thinking about it maybe I'll be ok. Coz I just worked it out and it should work out as £4oo and something. So thats ok really.
Oh and I should succeed in my mission because the rota is full for next Saturday in the evening. Whether or not everyone there is staying till 8 and whether they all turn up is another matter. Plus there's I know will be running so, well let's just say there's still the possibility.
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
The secret
So yeah the secret isn't like some amazingly amazing thing, not like your new dad being two years older than you. Well it kinda is to me because well it shows what me and Katie have been complaing about the lack of for the past few months.
Right so last night I went round Maria's before we went out and I go in and she hasn't got ready yet in fact she's stood at the top of the stairs in a towel. So yeah I was ther with Jan while she got ready.
So yeah we're there talking. Jan's the communication co- ordinator at work and so she deals withs tuff. So yeah she goes "I've got a nomination for ASDA star for you" I was like yeah I know thinking it was the one from when I was in the kiosk and they nominated me for being smilely and stuff. So yeah she's there going through them all and stops at one with my name on. It's got a load of writting on and at the bottom it's got Pete Church written on it.
And in the middle it's got something along the lines of "Naomi is always willing to help out the runners when they are short staffed, and has even worked on her day off to help out. She is a star and an asset (or something) to the department." Or atleast something along those lines.
So yeah that's what he did. He nominated me for and ASDA star thingy. I'm not entirely sure if I get anything. But it's what me and Katie have been on about for ages. We're both the sort of person who will do stuff for people (well more me) and we never seem to get anything in return (except for wages) so yeah this actually shows that what I do is actually appreachiated.
And yes I am still a fool but atleast I'm and appreciated one.
That's really why I'm going to the celebration lunch next week.
Because Pete can be nice when he wants to be. Oh and give you a laugh, he asked if what he had put was ok, well actually no, well duh you just said that I was a star, I like stars. Lol. Strange guy.
So yeah not an amazing secret but still.
Right so last night I went round Maria's before we went out and I go in and she hasn't got ready yet in fact she's stood at the top of the stairs in a towel. So yeah I was ther with Jan while she got ready.
So yeah we're there talking. Jan's the communication co- ordinator at work and so she deals withs tuff. So yeah she goes "I've got a nomination for ASDA star for you" I was like yeah I know thinking it was the one from when I was in the kiosk and they nominated me for being smilely and stuff. So yeah she's there going through them all and stops at one with my name on. It's got a load of writting on and at the bottom it's got Pete Church written on it.
And in the middle it's got something along the lines of "Naomi is always willing to help out the runners when they are short staffed, and has even worked on her day off to help out. She is a star and an asset (or something) to the department." Or atleast something along those lines.
So yeah that's what he did. He nominated me for and ASDA star thingy. I'm not entirely sure if I get anything. But it's what me and Katie have been on about for ages. We're both the sort of person who will do stuff for people (well more me) and we never seem to get anything in return (except for wages) so yeah this actually shows that what I do is actually appreachiated.
And yes I am still a fool but atleast I'm and appreciated one.
That's really why I'm going to the celebration lunch next week.
Because Pete can be nice when he wants to be. Oh and give you a laugh, he asked if what he had put was ok, well actually no, well duh you just said that I was a star, I like stars. Lol. Strange guy.
So yeah not an amazing secret but still.
Oops
So yeah I was gonna play dumb about the whole secret thing but me being me I told Pete I knew. So yeah I go in and he goes "there's a letter down stairs on the wall for you" I then went " Oh I know about the secret" "Who told you?" "Jan"
Pete wasn't happy with Jan. He kept going "Some people tell people my secrets" And stuff like that so yeah. Oops.
Ummm Anita's back. Whoo. Her and my mum were talking about stuff. Well me actually and she said that I need to learn to say no. But then she said that it's her that does the whole lets ask Naomi coz she'll agree thing so there you go. Plus she has given me a lift home and stuff soooo.
Amanda came and sat next to me when I was on my break. I mean there was loads of places for her to sit, the canteen was empty apart from me and some other strange guy so yeah only a few tables frre. Yeah so she started talking about my hair (which I had down, well until Lizzie told me to put it up like half way through my shift, you know after stroking it and stuff) But yeah and then Anita came along and we were talking about something and I went "I want another job" and so what does she say? "Pete wouldn't be at another job though" Sooooooooooo not amused. Then she goes to Anita "I like winding her up" Oh and you are succeeding, much more than anyone I have ever ever met.
Yes so apart from that, that's about it really. I was shoved from Pillar to post today at work and I got my shares. Jan brought them up. She was just there "If you won't all come down and get them I'll have to come and give them to you" And then she said to me "You got me in trouble" Noooooooooooo I didn't you got yourself in trouble, silly. Maria told you not to say anything and you diiiiiiid. Silly and now Pete and Maria are not happy with you. Hehehehehehe.
Oh and another ASDA star nomination. That'll go to next month I think seeing as this months have been collected in and all the letters are on the wall for the celebration lunch (last post) I'm ammmaaaazzzziiiiinnnnng.
Pete wasn't happy with Jan. He kept going "Some people tell people my secrets" And stuff like that so yeah. Oops.
Ummm Anita's back. Whoo. Her and my mum were talking about stuff. Well me actually and she said that I need to learn to say no. But then she said that it's her that does the whole lets ask Naomi coz she'll agree thing so there you go. Plus she has given me a lift home and stuff soooo.
Amanda came and sat next to me when I was on my break. I mean there was loads of places for her to sit, the canteen was empty apart from me and some other strange guy so yeah only a few tables frre. Yeah so she started talking about my hair (which I had down, well until Lizzie told me to put it up like half way through my shift, you know after stroking it and stuff) But yeah and then Anita came along and we were talking about something and I went "I want another job" and so what does she say? "Pete wouldn't be at another job though" Sooooooooooo not amused. Then she goes to Anita "I like winding her up" Oh and you are succeeding, much more than anyone I have ever ever met.
Yes so apart from that, that's about it really. I was shoved from Pillar to post today at work and I got my shares. Jan brought them up. She was just there "If you won't all come down and get them I'll have to come and give them to you" And then she said to me "You got me in trouble" Noooooooooooo I didn't you got yourself in trouble, silly. Maria told you not to say anything and you diiiiiiid. Silly and now Pete and Maria are not happy with you. Hehehehehehe.
Oh and another ASDA star nomination. That'll go to next month I think seeing as this months have been collected in and all the letters are on the wall for the celebration lunch (last post) I'm ammmaaaazzzziiiiinnnnng.
Invitation
Congratulations
You have been invited to a
CELEBRATION LUNCH
ON
Wednesday 31st August
AT
12 o' clock
In the Training Room
Hope to see you there.
Mission
Ok so my newest mission concerns next week. Next Saturday to be precise. I have to not stay on till 8. Maria told me I wasn't allowed. I'm going to her dad's birthday party. So she informed me. Now ok it may not seem like a hard task buuut this is me.
Problem one I know that they need someone (normally me) and I know that I'll get asked because they know I'll say yes.
Problem two. I can't use the party as an excuse for not staying because Pete and Becky are going and the are there till eight so therefore logically I could stay till eight.
So I need to either avoid being asked. You know hide from everyone and then they can't ask me. Or change personalities or something. Orrrrrr get other people to stay so I'm not needed. Who knows by then we might have someone who's contracted to stay til eight on a Saturday night. Or not.
Problem one I know that they need someone (normally me) and I know that I'll get asked because they know I'll say yes.
Problem two. I can't use the party as an excuse for not staying because Pete and Becky are going and the are there till eight so therefore logically I could stay till eight.
So I need to either avoid being asked. You know hide from everyone and then they can't ask me. Or change personalities or something. Orrrrrr get other people to stay so I'm not needed. Who knows by then we might have someone who's contracted to stay til eight on a Saturday night. Or not.
It's blue!
Last night I went out with Maria and her "peeps".
First off we randomly drove to the top of some hill near Devizes. Randomness. They were taking pictures of their cars and talking aload of car crap which I didn't understand. So yeah we were waiting for Martyn to come along and there were these cars coming along the road and from a distance they all looked blue. So they were all like trying to guess what the car was and I was just there and said "oh it's such in such a colour" most of the time blue. Only not that many of the cars were actually blue soooooo I looked abit stupid. Alan took alot of joy mentioning that loads. I didn't think it was that funny really.
So yeah we drove to Swindon. Well Maria drove to Swindon and me and Alan sat there having some highly funny conversations to which Maria would occasionally say "Ugg" Erm okkkkkkkkkk.
We went to the cinema in Swindon and saw Unleashed. It was ok. Some parts were quite amusing, well to me and Maria anyways. But then we may have been randomly laughing.
Anyhoo. we drove back quite late. Maria really needed a wee all the way back. But then poo is better than wee, Jo says so :P Anywaysyeah we got back about half twelve, which was earlier than what we thought we would.
First off we randomly drove to the top of some hill near Devizes. Randomness. They were taking pictures of their cars and talking aload of car crap which I didn't understand. So yeah we were waiting for Martyn to come along and there were these cars coming along the road and from a distance they all looked blue. So they were all like trying to guess what the car was and I was just there and said "oh it's such in such a colour" most of the time blue. Only not that many of the cars were actually blue soooooo I looked abit stupid. Alan took alot of joy mentioning that loads. I didn't think it was that funny really.
So yeah we drove to Swindon. Well Maria drove to Swindon and me and Alan sat there having some highly funny conversations to which Maria would occasionally say "Ugg" Erm okkkkkkkkkk.
We went to the cinema in Swindon and saw Unleashed. It was ok. Some parts were quite amusing, well to me and Maria anyways. But then we may have been randomly laughing.
Anyhoo. we drove back quite late. Maria really needed a wee all the way back. But then poo is better than wee, Jo says so :P Anywaysyeah we got back about half twelve, which was earlier than what we thought we would.
I knooooooooooooooow
Hehehehehehe. I love Nanny Jan. She fucked up. Maria said not to say anything to me about it and she did. She shoooooooooooowed meeeeeeee. Hehehehehe. I know the secret. He can actually be quite nice when he wants to be.
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
Erm not alot really
Today I went shopping with mum. We bought food. I got harassed by Lorraine. She was all weird and smiling at me and stuff. I don't like it. I don't trust it. It's just weird. On the plus side Amanda wasn't there so I didn't have to see her.
Erm came home straightened my hair. So it's all lovely and flickable. Lol. I would post some pics but can't be bothered to take any. Erm yeah.
That's about it really.
I've not really done alot again.
Erm came home straightened my hair. So it's all lovely and flickable. Lol. I would post some pics but can't be bothered to take any. Erm yeah.
That's about it really.
I've not really done alot again.
Monday, August 22, 2005
Odd
I forgot. Jo just reminded me. She said I was odd. Anyways that reminded me of a converstion that I had with Judith and Sue this morning. They both said that I was strange. And then Sue called me eccentric. Erm okkkkkkkkkkkkkk. But then I suppose you have to be to work in that place.
First time for everything
Today I was like majourly annoy at a certain person. Now if you know me then you'll know that it takes looooaaaaaaaadddddddddds to pee me off. I mean it doesn't normally happen, like ever. But today I spent half of my time at work incredebly pissed off. I must have looked like a miserable bitch to the customers.
So yeah Amanda (Taunton Amanda) started with the Pete thing again. Not amused. I mean she had a go at Pete about his attitude towards colleagues and we were just messing around. So yeah and then she goes "Can you take number 10 off to do their car" Argh her names Michelle, not 10, give her a name hypocrite. Once again she had a go for people saying bodies in refference to people, oh and now what she doing? Referring to people by numbers. Then she sent me out into kiosk to do "kiosks" break. Turned and went "No" Jokingly, I mean I do that with everyone and was already moving towards the kiosk, but noooooooo she goes "If I was Pete you'd do it" Errr I think I would do it for anyone thank you. So yeah I was in there for a while and then went on my break. Came back. "Cna you go on a basket till pleeeaaaasssseee?" Er yeah sure I'll go on express. Anyways her thing was that it was because Chrissi was going in a minute, but then Michelle came and took her off. Point?
Then she sent me back to kiosk for no reason. I mean argh. Nina was fine out there and it wasn't busy at all. Then she called me back in to do Jasons break.
She annoyed me so much today. I mean it takes alot to do but she did. She ended up laying particular emphesis on the word please when she asked me to do stuff. Because I said that I agreed to do stuff for anyone if they like said please and said they needed me. Because yeah if I don't do it I feel bad then and stuff, plus it's more appreciated, and I like to be appreciated. I know that may sound silly. But yeah.
Then my wanted to go back in and get some stuff and I was just there like "yeah you shouldn't do that, I shouldn't go back in" So yeah we went back in and lets just say Mum thinks she's up herself. I went and very pointedly said hello to the lovely Sheila when she was stood on the podium with Amanda and stuff, I felt it was rather amusing. Walked around and Mum was talking to as many people as me, that was quite worrying.
Lizzies leaving. Yeah she told me today. She's off to uni, her last days the 9th. So yeah more drinkies. She doesn't want a leaving do as such because she doesn't think that anyone will go really. Ummm. I'll go. I don't like turning down stuff like that. I mean you get to see people out of work and drunk, always fun. Yeah so I don't know who we're going to have for a manager now. I mean I know we've got Louisa when she comes back but I think we need another person. I just ho[e we don't end up with some uptight mean person with no sence of humour. I mean I don't think they'd get on very well with the general checkout staff.
But yeah apart from the four hours that I worked I did nothing. Literally nothing.
Tomorrow I have a day off and we're going shopping in the morning, yes I know stupid going in on my day off but should avoid being asked in the morning. Then we're going to straighten my hair. It reeeeeeeeaaaaaaallllllllllly needs doing. Don't worry you won't have a blow by blow account this time. Then probably do nothing again.
Oh an just for the record I agree with what Jo said as much as I hate to admit it she's right and I wish it wan't true but it is and I hate it.
So yeah Amanda (Taunton Amanda) started with the Pete thing again. Not amused. I mean she had a go at Pete about his attitude towards colleagues and we were just messing around. So yeah and then she goes "Can you take number 10 off to do their car" Argh her names Michelle, not 10, give her a name hypocrite. Once again she had a go for people saying bodies in refference to people, oh and now what she doing? Referring to people by numbers. Then she sent me out into kiosk to do "kiosks" break. Turned and went "No" Jokingly, I mean I do that with everyone and was already moving towards the kiosk, but noooooooo she goes "If I was Pete you'd do it" Errr I think I would do it for anyone thank you. So yeah I was in there for a while and then went on my break. Came back. "Cna you go on a basket till pleeeaaaasssseee?" Er yeah sure I'll go on express. Anyways her thing was that it was because Chrissi was going in a minute, but then Michelle came and took her off. Point?
Then she sent me back to kiosk for no reason. I mean argh. Nina was fine out there and it wasn't busy at all. Then she called me back in to do Jasons break.
She annoyed me so much today. I mean it takes alot to do but she did. She ended up laying particular emphesis on the word please when she asked me to do stuff. Because I said that I agreed to do stuff for anyone if they like said please and said they needed me. Because yeah if I don't do it I feel bad then and stuff, plus it's more appreciated, and I like to be appreciated. I know that may sound silly. But yeah.
Then my wanted to go back in and get some stuff and I was just there like "yeah you shouldn't do that, I shouldn't go back in" So yeah we went back in and lets just say Mum thinks she's up herself. I went and very pointedly said hello to the lovely Sheila when she was stood on the podium with Amanda and stuff, I felt it was rather amusing. Walked around and Mum was talking to as many people as me, that was quite worrying.
Lizzies leaving. Yeah she told me today. She's off to uni, her last days the 9th. So yeah more drinkies. She doesn't want a leaving do as such because she doesn't think that anyone will go really. Ummm. I'll go. I don't like turning down stuff like that. I mean you get to see people out of work and drunk, always fun. Yeah so I don't know who we're going to have for a manager now. I mean I know we've got Louisa when she comes back but I think we need another person. I just ho[e we don't end up with some uptight mean person with no sence of humour. I mean I don't think they'd get on very well with the general checkout staff.
But yeah apart from the four hours that I worked I did nothing. Literally nothing.
Tomorrow I have a day off and we're going shopping in the morning, yes I know stupid going in on my day off but should avoid being asked in the morning. Then we're going to straighten my hair. It reeeeeeeeaaaaaaallllllllllly needs doing. Don't worry you won't have a blow by blow account this time. Then probably do nothing again.
Oh an just for the record I agree with what Jo said as much as I hate to admit it she's right and I wish it wan't true but it is and I hate it.
Life
Standing still but still moving
Lying down but not resting
Breathing air, suffocating
All the while, I'm debating
Life was never what I thought
Never what I wanted it to be
Had a plan, couldn't follow
Had a dream, it was hollow
Everywhere felt like nowhere
Everything was so boring
Life was never what I wanted
Never what I thought
Lying down but not resting
Breathing air, suffocating
All the while, I'm debating
Life was never what I thought
Never what I wanted it to be
Had a plan, couldn't follow
Had a dream, it was hollow
Everywhere felt like nowhere
Everything was so boring
Life was never what I wanted
Never what I thought
Sunday, August 21, 2005
Newbies
We have newbies. I don't like it. They're younger than me. That makes me not a young one. Infact I think it mean's that all us young ones aren't young ones anymore. Not fair. That was our thing.
Anyhoo. Today was quite boring really. I served hardly anyone all day. Me and Katie were sat together. We ad to move Rosemary to do that. And we were doing what we always do on a Sunday- Talking. Anyways she wants to join my family so we decided that she's my mu. Anyhoo, she's engaged. She has been for four months. This no one knew.
We both had early lunches and then when we went back up Sue and Lizzie separated up. And then I was on a till in the middle of nowhere with no one to talk to :(
Yeah so that's about it really. I didn't serve anyone for the last hour, it was soooooo pointless.
Only wokring 12-4 tomorrow. Then I have Tuesday off. Whoo. Gonna go crazy again. Lol
Might be going bowling with Maria and that later. Maybe, but then look what happened Tuesday. Maybe not.
Anyhoo. Today was quite boring really. I served hardly anyone all day. Me and Katie were sat together. We ad to move Rosemary to do that. And we were doing what we always do on a Sunday- Talking. Anyways she wants to join my family so we decided that she's my mu. Anyhoo, she's engaged. She has been for four months. This no one knew.
We both had early lunches and then when we went back up Sue and Lizzie separated up. And then I was on a till in the middle of nowhere with no one to talk to :(
Yeah so that's about it really. I didn't serve anyone for the last hour, it was soooooo pointless.
Only wokring 12-4 tomorrow. Then I have Tuesday off. Whoo. Gonna go crazy again. Lol
Might be going bowling with Maria and that later. Maybe, but then look what happened Tuesday. Maybe not.
Saturday, August 20, 2005
Stuff
Well she's gone back. I don't know how or why but she is. She's living on my Uncle's terms though. Plus if she put's another toe out of line she's out. Well that's what he's said anyways. I dunno. I don'y know how he could take her back after what she did. I dunno.
I am soooooooooooooooo bored but at least I'm more of a blog whore than Jo now :P
I am soooooooooooooooo bored but at least I'm more of a blog whore than Jo now :P
Meanie
Stupid Face says:
tellllllllllllllllllllllll meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
·$12Maz -·$4[...www.PerformanceHatch.com..][..Boil em , Mash em, Stick um in a stew..]·0 says:
Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
Stupid Face says:
meanie
·$12Maz -·$4[...www.PerformanceHatch.com..][..Boil em , Mash em, Stick um in a stew..]·0 says:
i know i'll get told off if i told u..
Stupid Face says:
and you wouldnt get into trouble. what pete doesnt know wont hurt him
·$12Maz -·$4[...www.PerformanceHatch.com..][..Boil em , Mash em, Stick um in a stew..]·0 says:
lol na not saying..
·$12Maz -·$4[...www.PerformanceHatch.com..][..Boil em , Mash em, Stick um in a stew..]·0 says:
ill get into trouble with ur mum as well lol
Stupid Face says:
I wont tell her
·$12Maz -·$4[...www.PerformanceHatch.com..][..Boil em , Mash em, Stick um in a stew..]·0 says:
but its nothing to worry about and its a nice surprice
Stupid Face says:
you wont tell her
·$12Maz -·$4[...www.PerformanceHatch.com..][..Boil em , Mash em, Stick um in a stew..]·0 says:
no no no and guess wht no
Stupid Face says:
therefore no one gets in trouble
Stupid Face says:
*walks into a corner and sulk*
·$12Maz -·$4[...www.PerformanceHatch.com..][..Boil em , Mash em, Stick um in a stew..]·0 says:
nope
·$12Maz -·$4[...www.PerformanceHatch.com..][..Boil em , Mash em, Stick um in a stew..]·0 says:
*ur acting like my ikkle gran daughter now*
It's soooo not fair. She said that she would tell me if she found out. That was the whole point of her finding out. I hate not knowing stuff. Yes I know Numni is silly buuuuuuuuut I wanna know.
tellllllllllllllllllllllll meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
·$12Maz -·$4[...www.PerformanceHatch.com..][..Boil em , Mash em, Stick um in a stew..]·0 says:
Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
Stupid Face says:
meanie
·$12Maz -·$4[...www.PerformanceHatch.com..][..Boil em , Mash em, Stick um in a stew..]·0 says:
i know i'll get told off if i told u..
Stupid Face says:
and you wouldnt get into trouble. what pete doesnt know wont hurt him
·$12Maz -·$4[...www.PerformanceHatch.com..][..Boil em , Mash em, Stick um in a stew..]·0 says:
lol na not saying..
·$12Maz -·$4[...www.PerformanceHatch.com..][..Boil em , Mash em, Stick um in a stew..]·0 says:
ill get into trouble with ur mum as well lol
Stupid Face says:
I wont tell her
·$12Maz -·$4[...www.PerformanceHatch.com..][..Boil em , Mash em, Stick um in a stew..]·0 says:
but its nothing to worry about and its a nice surprice
Stupid Face says:
you wont tell her
·$12Maz -·$4[...www.PerformanceHatch.com..][..Boil em , Mash em, Stick um in a stew..]·0 says:
no no no and guess wht no
Stupid Face says:
therefore no one gets in trouble
Stupid Face says:
*walks into a corner and sulk*
·$12Maz -·$4[...www.PerformanceHatch.com..][..Boil em , Mash em, Stick um in a stew..]·0 says:
nope
·$12Maz -·$4[...www.PerformanceHatch.com..][..Boil em , Mash em, Stick um in a stew..]·0 says:
*ur acting like my ikkle gran daughter now*
It's soooo not fair. She said that she would tell me if she found out. That was the whole point of her finding out. I hate not knowing stuff. Yes I know Numni is silly buuuuuuuuut I wanna know.
Since my last post.......
I've ate pie.
Gone to get petrol with mum.
That's about it really. That sums up my day. Nothingness.
Gone to get petrol with mum.
That's about it really. That sums up my day. Nothingness.
Bored
I'm bored. But you knew that. I really want to go do something. Even go to work. It's not that I want to work it's that I want to do something. Anything. I just don't have anything to do anymore. I have spent so much time at work over the last 2 weeks that it feels odd being here. Feels odd wearing normal clothes. I'm just generally odd.
Oh I think amoung all the working out our family, Maria said something about doing something tonight. Don't know if I'm talking to her though. I'll have to decide that. She might have to tell me the secret first. Ok so that's not going to happen but yeah.
Oh I think amoung all the working out our family, Maria said something about doing something tonight. Don't know if I'm talking to her though. I'll have to decide that. She might have to tell me the secret first. Ok so that's not going to happen but yeah.
Oh yeah
Oh and I forgt I'm doing til 8 next Saturday. I knew that was coming. I always do it. I'm not going to change my hours to that though because I'll be stuck doing it forever and I can't be doing with that. So yeah. I knew that was coming when we were going through the overtime. He was like "Are you working Saturday" "Er yeah I always do" "What time?" "10 til 6" He looked at me "Ok then til 8" Well at least I know in advance this week. But yeah 10 hours to look forward to next Saturday.
So bored
I am so bored. I really am. I have nothing to do. I mean it's 4 and I've done nothing really. Nothing constructive anyways.
Went to town and played crazy golf with Laura Sharene and Mum. That was ok.
Went into ASDA to boast about my offness. Got asked to work by Pete. Er no, he told me I could work 6-8. Umm how do I put this? No, I'm not allowed to anyways. Lizzie said so. Got overtime for the week after next- I'm working:
Went to town and played crazy golf with Laura Sharene and Mum. That was ok.
Went into ASDA to boast about my offness. Got asked to work by Pete. Er no, he told me I could work 6-8. Umm how do I put this? No, I'm not allowed to anyways. Lizzie said so. Got overtime for the week after next- I'm working:
- Monday: 9-6
Yep that's it. One day. I have four days off. Well that's only because that's all that was left so that's why I couldn't have any more unless I wanted to greet. Er no. But then Aunty Becky said I could do one of her shifts if I needed to. So I'm sure I'll be ok.
Me and Pete got some funny looks from people though. I was there talking to Maria and Everyone walked away from me and so I had to go and find them. I was looking for them and Pete comes along and goes "Naomi" and so I go "Daddy" and he goes "Daughter" Lol. yeah Kirsty was looking at us like we were insane. Er no we're not. He's my dad. Oh and he's told Maria and she won't tell me. Hmmmm not amused.
Apart from that I have done nothing. I really can't trhink of anything I want to do really, well I can but yeah. I really actually miss work, how stupid is that?
Anyhoo we might be going to see Charlie and the Chocolte Factory later (family outing) anyone want to come and save me?
: (
We were going to go out today but I don't think it's going to happen (yes it's my turn to be negative) We can't agree on anything, and everything has been left down to me. I barely decide for myself let alone two ther people. I want to do something but I just can't do it. I needs some help. I'm stressed and tired and stuff. It really isn't working. Sorry guys.
Friday, August 19, 2005
Not amused
Amanda is a complete moo. New Amanda. She was sooo mean to me. She was doing a nasty impression of me.
I had finished work and she was like "what are you doing Naomi?" "Er shopping" then she goes "Now if was Peter you'd be working" "err no I wouldn't I'd be going home thanks, I've worked enough" Then she goes "yeah you would, I've seen it happen *flutter eye lashes and talks in a uber high girly voice* Yes Pete, Yes Pete." Er wtf? Not amused. Who needs to change their attitude?
That is so bitchy. I don't do that. I don't think I've ever actually fluttered my eye lashes at anyone ever. Argh. Plus there's the fact that Pete actually asks, you know, "can you work? Please? We really need you"
I hate that- We really need you. They all seem to know that now. That if they say they need me, I'll stay on or work or whatever. But then people pretty much know to ask me for stuff soo.........
But yeah not amused by her now.
And Maria knows the secret. Not fair.
I had finished work and she was like "what are you doing Naomi?" "Er shopping" then she goes "Now if was Peter you'd be working" "err no I wouldn't I'd be going home thanks, I've worked enough" Then she goes "yeah you would, I've seen it happen *flutter eye lashes and talks in a uber high girly voice* Yes Pete, Yes Pete." Er wtf? Not amused. Who needs to change their attitude?
That is so bitchy. I don't do that. I don't think I've ever actually fluttered my eye lashes at anyone ever. Argh. Plus there's the fact that Pete actually asks, you know, "can you work? Please? We really need you"
I hate that- We really need you. They all seem to know that now. That if they say they need me, I'll stay on or work or whatever. But then people pretty much know to ask me for stuff soo.........
But yeah not amused by her now.
And Maria knows the secret. Not fair.
Point?????
She wants to go back. After what she did on Wednesday. She took everything away from him. She took his kids. And now she wants to go home. To go back to him. Even though she doesn't love him anymore and wants a "free life".
Why?
I don't get it.
Why?
I don't get it.
My family tree
My family has become more and more confusing. With the revelation that Pete is my new Daddy, I have discovered yet more family members.
Jan is my great Grandmother.
Maria is my Nan.
Pete is my dad.
My mum is my mum.
Then there's me, Laura and the millions of others who call my mum mummy.
Confused? I am.
Anyone want to join our family?
Jan is my great Grandmother.
Maria is my Nan.
Pete is my dad.
My mum is my mum.
Then there's me, Laura and the millions of others who call my mum mummy.
Confused? I am.
Anyone want to join our family?
I'm a geniusssssssssss *gets over excited*
I got a B. In psychology. Hahahahahahahahaha. I really can't believe that. I was expecting a D or something. But I got a B. Amazing what you can do with minimal revising. So :P to Helen's theory, I didn't put in like 70 hours (slight exageration) of revision a week and I still got a decent grade. Whoooooooo I am thourghly over excited about this.
Thursday, August 18, 2005
Why?
Why is it so hard to organise stuff. I mean I'm trying to organise something for the "crew" to do on Saturday firstly to celebrate our qualifiedness together and secondly because I have a day off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lol. So yeah I wanna do something. But as usual its left to me to organise stuff. Errr I'm bad at stuff like this. I have no idea what we could do but I want to do something. I want us all to be together. Someone help me.
Everyone else has done it..........
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I want one
I really want a chinese.
Somehow me, pauline and Pete ended up saying that we were going to order a Chinese on our break and eat it down stairs buuuut no one could find a menu, so we didn't. And now Pauline and Pete are going to have one on Saturday night without me :( Not fair.
And so now I want Chinese.
Somehow me, pauline and Pete ended up saying that we were going to order a Chinese on our break and eat it down stairs buuuut no one could find a menu, so we didn't. And now Pauline and Pete are going to have one on Saturday night without me :( Not fair.
And so now I want Chinese.
Whos the daddy?
I am feeling quite strange. I still don't know the secret even though I've been trying to get it out of everyone. Argh. I hate it. I hate not knowing stuff.
Anyhoo. Pete and Caroline came over to pick on me earlier and Pete's like "I have a secret with Naomis mum" and she goes "I know, I heard earlier" and then Pete goes "Your 18 aren't you?" "Er yeah" "See I would have been 2 years old then" Then they went on to talk about my sisters age and stuff and they were like that's better. Okkkkkk I was soo confused and then Caroline goes "Pete's going to be part of your family, Pete's going to be part of your family" Okkkkk so now I'm scared.
So anyhoo I think Pete told Caroline because she came over and goes "I know" in an annoying sing song voice. Then she goes "Is your mum married?" "Err yeah" "Oh so that could be a probalem" Then she goes "you seriously have no idea do you?" Errr no that's why I'm having a hissy fit. But yeah the point is she didn't tell me.
But yeah I tried everything. I even used Maria to try and get it out of him. But nothing. He wouldn't tell her.
Then at one point he was walking past and he goes "you can call me dad" Errrrrr "Um I thinkmy dad would have something to say about that" "No he knows about it. He's fine with it" Okkkkkkkkkkkkk I'm worried.
So yeah now I'm stuck. I don't know the secret and I won't find out, not this week anyways. I'm not in on Saturday and he's not in Sunday and probably not Sunday either. Argh I hate this.
Anyhoo. Pete and Caroline came over to pick on me earlier and Pete's like "I have a secret with Naomis mum" and she goes "I know, I heard earlier" and then Pete goes "Your 18 aren't you?" "Er yeah" "See I would have been 2 years old then" Then they went on to talk about my sisters age and stuff and they were like that's better. Okkkkkk I was soo confused and then Caroline goes "Pete's going to be part of your family, Pete's going to be part of your family" Okkkkk so now I'm scared.
So anyhoo I think Pete told Caroline because she came over and goes "I know" in an annoying sing song voice. Then she goes "Is your mum married?" "Err yeah" "Oh so that could be a probalem" Then she goes "you seriously have no idea do you?" Errr no that's why I'm having a hissy fit. But yeah the point is she didn't tell me.
But yeah I tried everything. I even used Maria to try and get it out of him. But nothing. He wouldn't tell her.
Then at one point he was walking past and he goes "you can call me dad" Errrrrr "Um I thinkmy dad would have something to say about that" "No he knows about it. He's fine with it" Okkkkkkkkkkkkk I'm worried.
So yeah now I'm stuck. I don't know the secret and I won't find out, not this week anyways. I'm not in on Saturday and he's not in Sunday and probably not Sunday either. Argh I hate this.
I hate work :(
Carter just invited me out to go to Salisbury to celebrate the Alevel results and stuff. I can't though I have to go to work at three.
I want to go sooo much I haven't seen them for ages. I hate work. I would phone in sick but I was in there earlier. Crappy work.
Well done to Carter by the way for getting an A in art. Her work is absolutely amazing though.
Oh and Lora's right we need to go do somethig to celebrate out qualifiedness.
I want to go sooo much I haven't seen them for ages. I hate work. I would phone in sick but I was in there earlier. Crappy work.
Well done to Carter by the way for getting an A in art. Her work is absolutely amazing though.
Oh and Lora's right we need to go do somethig to celebrate out qualifiedness.
Secrets
My mum has a secret from me and I don't like it. We don't have secrets and now she has one and I don't like it and she's rubbing it in. : (
So to explain- We were in ASDA (I didn't want to go there really I have a habit of ending up working) and Pete told her something and she won't tell me what it was. It's a secret about me. She was sworn to secrecy. Not happy.
Anyways. I have spent sooooooooooo much this morning. On books and DVD's. I really should never be allowed to go shopping. Well until next time anyways.
I have work in 2 hours. Even though someone was trying to get me to come in early. Err no not doing it.
Oh and Kat text me yesterday asking if I would do her shift next Friday but I can't. I'm already working. But she's a bit buggered coz she's going to Greece. Oops.
So to explain- We were in ASDA (I didn't want to go there really I have a habit of ending up working) and Pete told her something and she won't tell me what it was. It's a secret about me. She was sworn to secrecy. Not happy.
Anyways. I have spent sooooooooooo much this morning. On books and DVD's. I really should never be allowed to go shopping. Well until next time anyways.
I have work in 2 hours. Even though someone was trying to get me to come in early. Err no not doing it.
Oh and Kat text me yesterday asking if I would do her shift next Friday but I can't. I'm already working. But she's a bit buggered coz she's going to Greece. Oops.
Plans
Well today the plan is- Be more of a blog Whore than Jo (again) Because really I am the best, and you know it :P
So yeah we're going to town this morning and stuff.
And then I have work. Don't think I'll end up in kiosk again because Katie is back so she'll probably end up in there. Although some one may put me in there just to pee me off.
Roar. I want to buy some stuff. Even though I have spent loads of money already this month : /
Oh and good luck/ well done to all those getting their A level results today.
So yeah we're going to town this morning and stuff.
And then I have work. Don't think I'll end up in kiosk again because Katie is back so she'll probably end up in there. Although some one may put me in there just to pee me off.
Roar. I want to buy some stuff. Even though I have spent loads of money already this month : /
Oh and good luck/ well done to all those getting their A level results today.
Fully qualified
Yes and I have the certificate to prove it now. Whoo. My mum came upstairs with it this morning and shoved it in my face. She waited and I opened it. It had my certificate in.
Apparently it took hard work and dedication to achieve the qualification. Okkkkkkkkk. Oooooo and they have little badge things you can buy too. I want one. I'll get someone to buy me one.
Oh and I got a well done from my Nan. Yeeeeeeeeesssssssss. Someone other than my mum congratulated me. Without being prompted. Well my dad did too but that's not the point.
Apparently it took hard work and dedication to achieve the qualification. Okkkkkkkkk. Oooooo and they have little badge things you can buy too. I want one. I'll get someone to buy me one.
Oh and I got a well done from my Nan. Yeeeeeeeeesssssssss. Someone other than my mum congratulated me. Without being prompted. Well my dad did too but that's not the point.
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
It's not so bad.........
It's not not so bad being me after all. I mean I guess I'm the one that everyone is compared to so yeah I'm under pressure to do stuff well I suppose. But what about those "under" me, the younger ones.
Well I'm thinking more about Sharene than the others. I mean she's going to pretty much live in my shadow all of her academic life. And really I don't think she'll achieve a shadow of her own.
I guess this is more about her than me. I mean, she isn't exactly treated well at home. I mean it's not exactly going to be great to be told by your mum that they're going to punch your teeth down your throat. To be made to grow up. To be responsible for your younger brother and sister at 14, because, well your parents can't be bothered.
They wanted to put her on a train from Frome to Weymouth, this week, on her own. Yeah right, she's an irresponsible 14 year old, who to be fair wants to run away from home. Erm that's not exactly the best thing to do is it? I mean until resently, I haven't been trusted on a train, and I was 17 at the time. And to be fair I am a pretty responsible, I was, I always have been.
I just guess I'm lucky.
She was upstairs with Laura and Mum and she was crying. This week must have been so didfferent for her. There aren't many (if any) rules in this house. Me and Laura have pretty much everythig in our rooms (minus internet connection) We can do what we want pretty much when we want. She can't she hasn't got any of that.
But I don't think it's that that's the problem. The problem around here is family harmony. We get on. There's no arguements around here. We randomly hug. Stuff like that. Me and my mum are really close. Laura is with dad. She doesn't have that. She's never had that.
Well I'm thinking more about Sharene than the others. I mean she's going to pretty much live in my shadow all of her academic life. And really I don't think she'll achieve a shadow of her own.
I guess this is more about her than me. I mean, she isn't exactly treated well at home. I mean it's not exactly going to be great to be told by your mum that they're going to punch your teeth down your throat. To be made to grow up. To be responsible for your younger brother and sister at 14, because, well your parents can't be bothered.
They wanted to put her on a train from Frome to Weymouth, this week, on her own. Yeah right, she's an irresponsible 14 year old, who to be fair wants to run away from home. Erm that's not exactly the best thing to do is it? I mean until resently, I haven't been trusted on a train, and I was 17 at the time. And to be fair I am a pretty responsible, I was, I always have been.
I just guess I'm lucky.
She was upstairs with Laura and Mum and she was crying. This week must have been so didfferent for her. There aren't many (if any) rules in this house. Me and Laura have pretty much everythig in our rooms (minus internet connection) We can do what we want pretty much when we want. She can't she hasn't got any of that.
But I don't think it's that that's the problem. The problem around here is family harmony. We get on. There's no arguements around here. We randomly hug. Stuff like that. Me and my mum are really close. Laura is with dad. She doesn't have that. She's never had that.
It's not really
Uncle Andy's sat in the kitchen pretending everything is ok.
Laura and Sharene are upstairs with mum crying, and talking about stuff.
Dad's talking to dag.
And I'm sat back in my normal place on the the computer.
Things are odd here tonight.
Laura and Sharene are upstairs with mum crying, and talking about stuff.
Dad's talking to dag.
And I'm sat back in my normal place on the the computer.
Things are odd here tonight.
Blog whore
Yes that is what I am. A blog whore. Today altogether includeing backdate I've done 8 entries. That's quite worrying. I never blog that much.
Anyhoo. I dunno I'm in a weird mood today.
I miss being at college. That sound so silly doesn't it?
Anyhoo. The last week has been hectic for me. Not just work wise but "socially" Is that strange? I mean normally I never go out anywhere. I stay in and sit in front of the computer all night. But I've been away from the house like loads over the past week. That's odd, that never happens. I doubt it will again as often as it has.
I dunno. I think I've kinda been accepted into Marias oddish group of friends. It's great and stuff, but I miss mine.
I miss us all being together. Taking random photo's and stuff. It's not the same without them. I'm not the same, not really. They made me me. I know I've said this a million times and shit but yeah, it's the truth.
Yeah so that's about it really. I'm probably just being silly and stuff but yeah that's it.
ps. I'm more of a blog whore than you now :P
Anyhoo. I dunno I'm in a weird mood today.
I miss being at college. That sound so silly doesn't it?
Anyhoo. The last week has been hectic for me. Not just work wise but "socially" Is that strange? I mean normally I never go out anywhere. I stay in and sit in front of the computer all night. But I've been away from the house like loads over the past week. That's odd, that never happens. I doubt it will again as often as it has.
I dunno. I think I've kinda been accepted into Marias oddish group of friends. It's great and stuff, but I miss mine.
I miss us all being together. Taking random photo's and stuff. It's not the same without them. I'm not the same, not really. They made me me. I know I've said this a million times and shit but yeah, it's the truth.
Yeah so that's about it really. I'm probably just being silly and stuff but yeah that's it.
ps. I'm more of a blog whore than you now :P
Not amused
Ok Num's is not amused.
Nums doesn't like Jo at the moment and thinks she's mean :P
Oh and Nums doesn't love Pete.
Yeah that about covers it.
Nums doesn't like Jo at the moment and thinks she's mean :P
Oh and Nums doesn't love Pete.
Yeah that about covers it.
Bitch
Dennys left Uncle Andy. I don't know exactly what happened though. Mum came into ASDA, I was doing the put backs and she's like "I need you to come out at 8 on the dot if you can" I was lilike "well I've only got a couple more things to put back and then there's nothing for me to do, go and talk to Tracey and Lizzie" So she did. They let me go early (that's two days in a row :/)
Yeah she's taken all the kids and she's left. Uncle Andy's in a state according to mum. Her and dad have gone down to see him. I'm here with the two girls (our cousin is staying the week) They are going to try and bring him back here. I agree that he shouldn't be left on his own.
He's lost everything. They've been together for 17 years, since they were kid's basically.
And it's Laura's birthday.
Yeah she's taken all the kids and she's left. Uncle Andy's in a state according to mum. Her and dad have gone down to see him. I'm here with the two girls (our cousin is staying the week) They are going to try and bring him back here. I agree that he shouldn't be left on his own.
He's lost everything. They've been together for 17 years, since they were kid's basically.
And it's Laura's birthday.
Back "home"
I wen to Centre Parcs today and didn't do that much. It was strange being back there I suppose. It's changed even in the little time that I've been away.
We went down to the beach and got some sand for Pete. My mums idea, quite worried about that really. But yeah she thought it would be a nice present because he wanted to come this morning, but then so did everyone else, Becky, Lorraine etc. So yeah here you go sand in a bag : /
Hmmmm yeah spent the day walking around and stuff. Willy Wonka was there too and they were giving away free chaocolate. Whoo.
Yeah I'm starting to think this update was pointless.
We went down to the beach and got some sand for Pete. My mums idea, quite worried about that really. But yeah she thought it would be a nice present because he wanted to come this morning, but then so did everyone else, Becky, Lorraine etc. So yeah here you go sand in a bag : /
Hmmmm yeah spent the day walking around and stuff. Willy Wonka was there too and they were giving away free chaocolate. Whoo.
Yeah I'm starting to think this update was pointless.
Banned
Went into ASDA this morning to get drinks and stuff and Lorraine walked up to me and goes "Get out you. You've been banned" I was just there looking stupid and said "what?" She's like "you've been banned get out" Then she turned to the other Lorraine and goes "I can't belive she believes that" Ok so yeah I'm stupid.
My mum was talking to Pete and when I walked over he goes "You do know that you're working today?" "Er yeah 4-8" "That's ok then" Er okkkkkkkkk what was all that about??? And then he goes "what are you doing Saturday? Wanna stay til 8?" "Er I'm not here, I have the day off. Ask katie" So yeah a weird conversation. I am not going to work on Saturday even if I got paid triple time........ well maybe then. But that's not the point, I have a Saturday off. I love Katie!!!!!!!!!! Ok so I did her shifts first but that's not the point.
But yeah I can't believe I thought I was banned. What an idiot. They can't ban me who are they going to get to work????
My mum was talking to Pete and when I walked over he goes "You do know that you're working today?" "Er yeah 4-8" "That's ok then" Er okkkkkkkkk what was all that about??? And then he goes "what are you doing Saturday? Wanna stay til 8?" "Er I'm not here, I have the day off. Ask katie" So yeah a weird conversation. I am not going to work on Saturday even if I got paid triple time........ well maybe then. But that's not the point, I have a Saturday off. I love Katie!!!!!!!!!! Ok so I did her shifts first but that's not the point.
But yeah I can't believe I thought I was banned. What an idiot. They can't ban me who are they going to get to work????
Happy birthday Myrtle!!!
Happy birthday to my little sister Myrtle, I mean Laura. Who is twelve today.
OMG that makes me old!
I remember when my mum told me that she was pregnant. It was so funny. She came into the cloakroom at school one afternoon ready to pick me up and she told me, and then said not to tell anyone. But ummm I did. I went and told Aimee and then my whole class. Mum wasn't impressed.
I bitch about her all the time and stuff but I love her I wouldn't swap her for anything............
........ well maybe.
OMG that makes me old!
I remember when my mum told me that she was pregnant. It was so funny. She came into the cloakroom at school one afternoon ready to pick me up and she told me, and then said not to tell anyone. But ummm I did. I went and told Aimee and then my whole class. Mum wasn't impressed.
I bitch about her all the time and stuff but I love her I wouldn't swap her for anything............
........ well maybe.
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
Pretty Pointless
So yeah I text Maria back and she was like "We're going to the cinema. Do you want to come?" "Er yeah OK" So anyways, got home and changed.
Got a text. "Ok bowling now, you still up for it?" "Yeah sure"
So went round Marias. To begin with there were loads or people coming and then people decided against it and stuff so in the end it eneded up me Darren and Maria round Maria's. We had a drink and talked and stuff. Darren thinks I'm and alcoholic and stuff :( But it was cool.
Maria drove me home and offered me some ballons for Laura. But I couldn't take them because she's allerhgic to latex and 90% of balloons have it in so not good to kill her on her birthday.
Got a text. "Ok bowling now, you still up for it?" "Yeah sure"
So went round Marias. To begin with there were loads or people coming and then people decided against it and stuff so in the end it eneded up me Darren and Maria round Maria's. We had a drink and talked and stuff. Darren thinks I'm and alcoholic and stuff :( But it was cool.
Maria drove me home and offered me some ballons for Laura. But I couldn't take them because she's allerhgic to latex and 90% of balloons have it in so not good to kill her on her birthday.
Let me gooooooooooooo
They let me go early from work today. Whoo. Only coz I asked like a million people. Well three. Lizzie, Tracey and Sue. I just got to the point where I just couldn't be bothered. I didn't want to be there.
It's the first time I've actually seriously asked to be sent home early and meant it. But yeah they let me.
It wasn't busy and they had too many people so they let me gooooooooo. Whoo.
Then I went down to find a text message from Maria.
"Text me on your break.............."
It's the first time I've actually seriously asked to be sent home early and meant it. But yeah they let me.
It wasn't busy and they had too many people so they let me gooooooooo. Whoo.
Then I went down to find a text message from Maria.
"Text me on your break.............."
Not too bad
I slept really well last night. I went to bed suprisingly early and stuff and slept til like 10 which for me over the last week is amazing- I'm normally working now. I'm still tired though, which is kinda crappy. Hope I feel better by the time I go to work.
Oh and I shall talk to someone (maybe) about getting a day off this week. Otherwise it'll be 15 day's without a day off. Ummmmmmmmmmmmm.
I am a stupid face.
Oh and I shall talk to someone (maybe) about getting a day off this week. Otherwise it'll be 15 day's without a day off. Ummmmmmmmmmmmm.
I am a stupid face.
Monday, August 15, 2005
Stalker boy
Oh and I just forgot this. My random stalker boy is actually a stalker. No I mean it. Me, Katie and one of the bag packer were talking about him because he went o Katies till. Anyhoo he follows the bag paker around school and he follows Katie places. I'm not quite scared about him : / But he did nominate me for an ASDA star.
Okkkkkkkkkk
So here's my entry to give Jo something to read. Ok so I am a crazy fool. I mean yeah I'mand idiot. I will be working for 15 days straight unless someone decides to give me a day off befor ethen which I seriously doubt. I mean that would mean someone else doing something, heaven forbid. I have Saturday off. I want to do something though. Anyone want to do something? Jo?
Erm so yeah me and Pete were talking about his singing today. He was singing along to Red Hot Chilli Peppers and he's like "this is why I work in a supermarket and I'm not a singer. It get's worse when I'm drunk" Okkkkk. He called me a drunk to. He said that tonight will give me extra money to go drinking. Er no. Well maybe. but depends entirely on whether or not I go drinking or not.
Anyways I don't think Becky is happy with me, because I worked when Pete asked me to. She said that I wouldn't do it for her when she asked. She's like "why did you do it for him? You never do it for me." I was like "no that was one time" She seems to think that I've not worked loads of times. But as I remember it was a Friday and it was really really busy and I was like fuck that I'm not working now. But yeah, I dunno. I mean it's not like it's just Pete, I've done stuff like that for Anita, Jane and Kevin too so :P
I painted some more of my room today. It's slowly getting the same colour. I know it's taken forever and stuff but I've been busy. Yeah so I love the colour and stuff.
The weathers nice.......................
Erm I can't really think of anything else to say.
Erm so yeah me and Pete were talking about his singing today. He was singing along to Red Hot Chilli Peppers and he's like "this is why I work in a supermarket and I'm not a singer. It get's worse when I'm drunk" Okkkkk. He called me a drunk to. He said that tonight will give me extra money to go drinking. Er no. Well maybe. but depends entirely on whether or not I go drinking or not.
Anyways I don't think Becky is happy with me, because I worked when Pete asked me to. She said that I wouldn't do it for her when she asked. She's like "why did you do it for him? You never do it for me." I was like "no that was one time" She seems to think that I've not worked loads of times. But as I remember it was a Friday and it was really really busy and I was like fuck that I'm not working now. But yeah, I dunno. I mean it's not like it's just Pete, I've done stuff like that for Anita, Jane and Kevin too so :P
I painted some more of my room today. It's slowly getting the same colour. I know it's taken forever and stuff but I've been busy. Yeah so I love the colour and stuff.
The weathers nice.......................
Erm I can't really think of anything else to say.
Fucking idiot
That's what I am. Really I am. I did have a day off but that lasted well till 4:45 when I went to but my mum some flowers coz hers were all dead. Well we were walking around and everything was hunky dory, I sorted out overtime with Lizzy for next week and then walking around Pete comes up behind me. "Cna you work now?" "Er what?" "Can you work now we're really short." "You look quite tall to me.""I'm serious, I'll get you a top. Please." Argh why do people ask me stuff when they know I find it sooo hard to say no. "Ok then"
Sop there went my day off. I went down and Lizzie got me a top, and went back up with jean, trainer (my pink one) and an ASDA polo shirt. I wanted a blue one but Lizzie wouldn't let me have one :( So yeah and everyone loved the new uniform although Pete said the pink clashed with the green. Hmph.
Anyways it was actuallt busy and they were really short. I still had a huge queue at like ten to eight. Stupid people.
Pete gave me a lift home. Not sure how it happened. But he did. My mum guilted him into it I think. Anyhoo he has a lush car. It's amazing. I want one, yes I know I can't drive but that's not the point .
So now I'm working 15 days straight. Thank god I have Saturday off. I love Katie!! lol
Sop there went my day off. I went down and Lizzie got me a top, and went back up with jean, trainer (my pink one) and an ASDA polo shirt. I wanted a blue one but Lizzie wouldn't let me have one :( So yeah and everyone loved the new uniform although Pete said the pink clashed with the green. Hmph.
Anyways it was actuallt busy and they were really short. I still had a huge queue at like ten to eight. Stupid people.
Pete gave me a lift home. Not sure how it happened. But he did. My mum guilted him into it I think. Anyhoo he has a lush car. It's amazing. I want one, yes I know I can't drive but that's not the point .
So now I'm working 15 days straight. Thank god I have Saturday off. I love Katie!! lol
Next week I'm working:
- Monday: 12-4
- Wednesday: 12-6
- Thursday: 10-6
- Friday: 6-10
That's 24 hours. I'm really not good at the whole time off thing.
So sleepy
Um I am in such a bad mood this morning. I was hoping to stay in bed till atleats ten but no, mummy comes and wakes me up at just after eight to see if I want to go to Centre Parcs on Wednesday with her. Errrr yeah whatever, can I go back to sleep???? Well anyways I couldn't and so yeah I got up hourssssss before I wanted to.
So yeah woke up and realised I have loads to do. I really need to tidy my room, its an absolute mess from where I just haven't been bothered over the last week, so yeah I need to do that. I also really need to finish painting it (yes I still haven't finished.) So yeah that shall be my day I think. Oh and I have to do updates for yesterday and Marias party, which I shall backdate to the relevant day :P
So yeah that's about it.
So yeah woke up and realised I have loads to do. I really need to tidy my room, its an absolute mess from where I just haven't been bothered over the last week, so yeah I need to do that. I also really need to finish painting it (yes I still haven't finished.) So yeah that shall be my day I think. Oh and I have to do updates for yesterday and Marias party, which I shall backdate to the relevant day :P
So yeah that's about it.
Sunday, August 14, 2005
Um work and Wonka
Umm work was Ok. Katies back *get's excited* so I have my till buddy back, whoo. But she's a fool she fell asleep in the sun and ended up with a diagonal line across her face where she tanned.
Anyhoo we talked most of the day and we had dudey bag packers, they were cool and we were messing around with them. I love days like that.
Erm went home talked to people. Then Jo and Kerry came to pick me up to go to the cinema. They were early though and I wasn't ready.
So yeah we went to Longwell Green instead of Bath but that was cool. The only problem is that the seats are too far away so you can't get your legs up comfortably :(
Anyways the film was amazing. I loved it. Me and Jo got overly excited and I don't think everyone was impressed by that.
So yeah got in quite late and stuff yeah that's about it.
Anyhoo we talked most of the day and we had dudey bag packers, they were cool and we were messing around with them. I love days like that.
Erm went home talked to people. Then Jo and Kerry came to pick me up to go to the cinema. They were early though and I wasn't ready.
So yeah we went to Longwell Green instead of Bath but that was cool. The only problem is that the seats are too far away so you can't get your legs up comfortably :(
Anyways the film was amazing. I loved it. Me and Jo got overly excited and I don't think everyone was impressed by that.
So yeah got in quite late and stuff yeah that's about it.
Saturday, August 13, 2005
Alcoholic
So yeah Maria's "party" was cool. I was a bit scared about going because everyone who I knew who was going who I knew suddenly couldn't go for some reason or another. So yeah I wouldn't know anyopne. But It was all cool. Her friends aren't all that scary.
They were all calling me an alcoholic, even though I only drank three drinks. Hmmm not fair.
So yeah we chatted and stuff and it was cool. i can't really remember what happened and stuff because it was like ages ago. So yeah. Crappy update I know.
They were all calling me an alcoholic, even though I only drank three drinks. Hmmm not fair.
So yeah we chatted and stuff and it was cool. i can't really remember what happened and stuff because it was like ages ago. So yeah. Crappy update I know.
No choice
So like yeah I stayed at work till eight because number one I'm a fool and number two I had "no choice" Now I think that that was kinda unfair because if I had actually been asked then I would have said no, because well I had a reason for saying no, an excuse. But no Pete said something about staying later, I laughed, well it's always me, he's like don't laugh it's not even funny. So if you go down on your break and ring your mum. I was like huh? Did I actually agree to that? I was Ok fine whatever.
Anyhoo I feel really guilty now because Jan (Marias mum and communication person) is going to have words about people being made to saty over. : / I didn't complain about staying to her, in fact I didn't say anything to her, that was Maria, soooo I dunno.
Erm anyhoo everyone was picking on me today (I've back dated it, see good girl) Caroline kept prank calling me on the intercom thing and chucking stuff at me. Then I hid from Pete behind customer services and he came and got me and pulled my pig tail :(
Ok so it wasn't as bad as I'm making out. The time went quite quickly and stuff but still. I hope Pete doesn't get in loads of trouble and stuff : /
Anyhoo I feel really guilty now because Jan (Marias mum and communication person) is going to have words about people being made to saty over. : / I didn't complain about staying to her, in fact I didn't say anything to her, that was Maria, soooo I dunno.
Erm anyhoo everyone was picking on me today (I've back dated it, see good girl) Caroline kept prank calling me on the intercom thing and chucking stuff at me. Then I hid from Pete behind customer services and he came and got me and pulled my pig tail :(
Ok so it wasn't as bad as I'm making out. The time went quite quickly and stuff but still. I hope Pete doesn't get in loads of trouble and stuff : /
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