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I dunno. I fell really quite crappy. I don't know how to explain it but yeah. I dunno.

The thing is I don't want to talk to anyone about it really. I suppose I'm just worried that they'll tell me that I'm being stupid and that it doesn't matter.

I'm just so lost. I don't know what I'm doing anymore. If this is what I want to do. I need help to work it out, need to talk to someone but I don't want to ask. I don't like talking about stuff. Actual stuff.

This is making no sense so I'm just going to shut up.